Tuesday, 24 February 2009
@ 19:18
i saw HIM ......
but.......i lack the courage to go to him.
as long as he is happy can le.
i wan him to be happy and
hope he ish the
HAPPIEST GUY !!
but seriously from the bottom of my heart,
i realli miss him alot and miss the time
i and him together.
To miie everything is like jux happened,
i can never forget the time we chat,play and
you always make miie smile.............
but...
suddenly we become so stranger,
i dun wan i dun wan
i realli dun wan....
i hope those sad parts are jux a nightmare
i realli wan to be like the time we used to be .....
i dun wish it to be the last goodbye;i dun wan !!!!!!
hais...
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@ 09:26
todae is YSS mass run '09 so toopieee .
while waiting for bus ,
met yongen den he cycle there,funni thing is he put on hairband;
blahblahblah den reach there le.
aft all the running den must sit at the seating gallery for the prize presentation and
lucky draw.
haha i won fifth....but is like so lameee de.
anyway aft all tat den ask binghong and chinwee go eat tgt;
den chinwee no wan go den left miie and binghong le.
den we wan go np eat den later went to e foodcourt den saw
cheryl and frien,den later went up go find other place ,den saw alot frien,
so ps they keep asking bh or miie weather we got stead mah ish like.......
OH MAN......we are jux like go to eat tgt onli lo.
go where also ppl saw ;in the end,
wentt back to mac- eat .
den later go under HIM block ,
perhaps i realli wan see him .
aft tat all went seperate ways.
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Wednesday, 18 February 2009
@ 18:09
todae is alvin's bdae......
i called him and wished him happi bdae,and
chatted too.......
get to know more abt him cox he disappear for so longg;
heard tat he going for courses which is quite good for him lah.
anyway happi bdae for him bah.
bye
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Monday, 16 February 2009
@ 20:14
todae is like dunno wan to go sch or not.
but still go le.
so scared teacher scold cox i nvr do hw i left
it in class,but.........................
PHIEW!!!! lucky got workshop den skip her lesson.
my coach name is ERNEST.
okayy la quite handsome and dammn funni.
how i wish always his lesson ;plae games and chat.
den must do chicken dance;embarassing de lor......
but nvm .
i still enjoy e workshop but stomach started to pain again.
veri pigu lo.
oh ya 2dae ahma not feeling well,
but i cnt do anything so useless,
ask her go back she no wan haisssss...........
aft sch chat with yapyee and natelie.
later natalie eat finish le den wennt home together.
and of cox
whenever i am alone of cox started to tink..........
den started to read every of e msg he send to miie.
hurting too but i have to blame myself cox of tat ponyo guy,
i realli dunno how to msg him le.
dunno
dunno
everything dunno...................
how i wish
how i wish he
how i wish he could
how i wish he could have
how i wish he could have msg
how i wish he could have msg miie..........
even jux sth or anything.
will my wish come true?
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Sunday, 15 February 2009
@ 19:10
todae stomach pain e whole daeee;hate it loh
den much later go down stair find binghong,
he pass miie e disc;thanks to him if not i die .
den went down chat also den i draw on his hand.yeah!
i draw tortise,my bearbear and a meow word!
tats all bah den later chat until 7 plus if am not wrong,
den go home le cox his mummi scold.haha.
i know i so bad cox i also tink so.tadaa.
but nite stomach pain again.......
but i still miss him alotlotlot;
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Saturday, 14 February 2009
@ 17:29
happi valentine's to everione;
guess all of u shld have a nice dae bah;but why i cant.
7 am wake up liao lo.
8.30 reach tuition hse until 11 like tat den reach homee.
abt 1 bring di to tution .
den later abt 1.30 binghong came but reach already 2 liao lo.
jux kinda chat onli den walk walk........
aft tat when going to reach homee,my di wan pull bh to my hse.
he say he likee this korkor....lol hor.
den my di so violent dwhen bh kinda catch him den he rebel den
hit until his spect drop on e floor.
not longg den wennt to swimming with di .
saw saywan aft tat ;den know some secret leyyyyy.
went to np aft tat den saw JJ.junjie.
wennt to timeezone and plae den go homee le.
bu..............t i still realli miss e time we were tgt,
laughter,
joy,
happiness.
and it jux flew away as time passerby.
i noe i lie to him is my fault but i thought if i lie to him
i have a stead name ponyo he will also find his own
happiness.
i jux wan you to be happi ,
realli jux wan u to be happyyyyyyyyy.
i have to let go;but i cant.........
TOOPID BRENDA TIANG LITING !!!!!
my fault ,all my fault,so toopid,
everything also cnt do well,STUPID BRENDA TIANG LI TING!!!wo yao ni kuai le;
wo yao ni xing fu.
will my tomorrow come?
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Friday, 13 February 2009
@ 21:15
it have been so long,since i last posted.
but well many things happen.
firstly realli too much hw and things to tink.
but no matter wad my mind was realli tinking of u all this while....
but ever since we msg this few daes ago, we seems realli far apart.
did i change ?or u change?
i tried my best to msg u but not a single repli,
jux disappointment.
i somehow give up msging him ,cox my hero ask miie to forget him,
which is MISSION IMPOSSIBLE ;but..........
yesterdae ,i dream of him again .......
haissss why must evrything end such way?
anyway 2dae doreen gave miie present so touched.
erm and chinwee take my ee ee den make miie cnt go home den tat
binggan jux laugh.......so bad de.
they also joining badminton but i dunno got suscess mah;hope so bah.
2morrow valentine's dae le
let miie make 3 wish:
~hope i will met him again.
~hope if he had a gal in mind,they will longlasting and happi always.
~wish everyone will be happi wif their lovee ones.
but to miie,i will stil msg him even though he will not repli.
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