Saturday, 28 March 2009
@ 15:10
SAVE THH EARTH dae !!
off light at nite !!!!
ANYWAY let's say abt my afternoon.
such a blahblah saturdae.
as usual bring di to tuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitionnn.
went around walking for one hour.
aft that we went home and gotta rdy to go swimming.
i was in thh mood for swimming todae but have to wait my bro complete
his lesson and swim together.
In the mean while,i notice 3 guy keep looking at me while they are in the pool.
they tried talk to miie but i pretended i heard nth.
den aft my di finishes his lesson i was abt to go changed and swimming.
3 guy came out of thh pool ,keep following behind me .
i dunno wad they up to.
den i jux go get changed.
den later changed finish saw them again,they walking nearer and nearer,
den i faster walk away,den they follow behind miie.
den later i sit down den one of them suddenly ask miie for num.
his name ish ding fu.
jux first dae know him he ask miie for stead somehow weird.
he also got say he saw miie for thh first time den like miie,
den keep wanting miie to accept.
BUT....
i had never forget thh-him.
he was thh one and onlyy one.
but i must say dingfu words are so sweet as in,
he say he dun mind i jux spend a little time with him ,
cox he wan to be with miie.
i told him i will hurt him if i accept,
tat ish wad e
him say;i hurt him.
when he say i hurt him,i feel more hurt........do u know,u dun even know.
Everydae without failed,waiting for a message from u,
BUT NEVER A SINGLE ONE !!
todae i cried,because of you.
because thh memories u left for miie-
i wish everything would go back to thh past.
But u long forgotten thh promised u made to miie.
I HOPE IT NVR BE A LAST GOODBYE.Labels: Thh hardest-gdbyee;imissyou
CONFUSED;lollipop,♥
brenda♥
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
@ 11:53
about 12 plus xia0mingxuan called.
i haven asleep so i pick up.
mood wasnt good if u have read my previous post,
u shld know.
quite sad over tat thingy,but to my surprise,
xia0mingxuan nvr scold miie and argue with miie,
which we always does tat.
but instead,he know i wans't in a good mood,
he tried to cheer miie up.so touched,
he even can dun wan sleep jux to accompany miie.
until 1 plus i tink he tired le so i sked him to sleep,
but he insist i must sleep first.
den later 3 plus he called again but i dun wan ans,
i wan him to sleep mah.
oh ya btw xia0mingxuan is i give him e namee.....
so touched..........anyway really wanna thanks him.
Labels: Thh hardest-gdbyee;imissyou
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brenda♥
@ 05:57
wennt to cc to play badminton with mummi.
cousin andy tag along .
i saw him too.
my heart really going to jump out.
feeling scared,nervous,happy but ,
dunno wad to do.
i was playing with mummi but my heart is like keep looking,
and listening to his conversation with frien.
most of his frien is gal.
he should be training them bah.
i wonder would i be jealous?
til now i stil could not find an ans.
and i was not concentrating,hence i fall quite many times.
my ley like got bubble de den veriveri pain.
i really feel like crying whenever i tink of him ,
becox he gave miie e laughter and also sadness.
my world is like full of him now.....
but would i changed?
and i know he changed le..............
Labels: Thh hardest-gdbyee;imissyou
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brenda♥
Friday, 13 March 2009
@ 05:23
after school,went home to have a change and going for my cca
but instead,i went to mac with friends and eat
after that went on to play basketball.
but not long i had to leave as i have my own cca held in school.
well i guess i miss him too much ,
when i heard he is coming i was like so HAPPY !!!!
but the more happy i am the more disappointment i get.
indeed,he did not come.
so sad.....and i did message him but not a single reply.
just right binghong came with his basketball so i took it
and go play.....
i took the ball and hit on the board instead into the hole.
i keep doing that using one hand.
is not angry but just sad and i have been keeping this to myself.
so is ike i vent sadness on the ball.
and as i go on hiting the board,of cause my hand will pain but i never say out.
there it go,rain come but i don't care i continued to play.
the impact really very very big .
of cause am all wet.
imisshim.
Labels: Thh hardest-gdbyee;imissyou
CONFUSED;lollipop,♥
brenda♥
