Thursday, 30 April 2009
@ 09:41
welll well well,
it took miie so long to stand up again.
will i stand steadily....wondering...
okayy lets say sth abt pass few daes.
25 April 2009
it was a saturdae,same rountin,
brought my didi to tuituion at cc.
and well spend my one hour there doing nth.
later den,brought my didi to his swimming
lesson and thh time changed.oh goshhh..
reach there and do nothing,
den tat tat someone sit beside and we
chatted a few words....
nononoon
is a few sentences bah.
den later he went for his lesson too.
and u know wad,
later mostly ppl suddenly get up from thh
swimming pool i was so shocked.
and rush towards my direction,.....
thh water keep splashing on miie !!!
i was like wad happen?
den i turn around and saw........
A LION !!!
but is those fake one as in people wear thh
lion clothes-but not consider clothees.
wow so CUTEEEEE de thingyyyy.......
i was surprised as such thing does not happen much
at any swimming pool.
it was DAMMN CUTEEEE!!!
anyway later aft my didi swimming,
wennt to look for my primary school friend.
i asked him to rush down and play plaeground.
den come down le den chat chat onli....
den he send miie homeee......
cox he going to find tat him....
when my pri sch frien called him i wanted to hear
his voice but hais......
anyway they wennt to chamber.
den at nite my pri sch frien say
he got sth to ask miie den i say ask wad?
lol in the he confess ....
i was like uhh.........!!!!
last time i told my frien abt him ,
den my frien say later he like miie.
i still ans my frien..STEADILY
he WONT like miie,
if like pri sch already will lo.
den i told him i cant accept cox.....
i am not perfect and PHOBIA!!!
den he say no one ish perfect......
but til now he stll wan my ans but i
dunno how to reply le......
28 April 2009
which is a tuesdae.
i msg him at nite......my COURAGE>>>>>
and i was chatting wif pri sch frien den i cal him.
but i heard until throo...throoo...
i hang i scared.
he was doing his ART
abt :BIRD LIFE
and i heard he got stead this year
i was shock....becox.....
i and him got sth happen and....
he have stead ...i was like REALLY?
luckily ish not thruth......
hope everything would be BACKKKK.
29 April 2009
ENGLISH MID_YEAR !!!!
30 April 2009
TODAY!!!
well well dunno wad to do todae.
becox both jing and jas no talk,
as they quarrel yesterdae.
i was center todae dunno who to go with.
so i go anyway also tried to be alone.
mood was rather bad todae....dun feel like talking to
anyone.
so touching ish tat my HUBBY ,
give miie his present.
consist of sweet and chocolates.
i also got share share with my frien.
somehow so touched by my
HUBBY!!!!
aft tat wennt to auditorium to
make our IC !!!
YEAH YEAAH>>>>
I GROW UPP LE
I GOING TO BE ADULT !!!!
I MATURED LE,so dun say i childish.
nite.
tat guy keep following miie.
he tail miie.
he under my block i was like.....
OH MAN.....
how i wish someone save miie.
i duno how to say....
i dun wish to talk to him.
but he keep following miie...so i pekchek HELPPP
i really scared of him sia..
hope someone save miie soon.
mood not good ler den he keep following miie,
i DUN WAN....tat abt all bah
and
and and
regarding him,
i feel tat am so useless.
i cant help anything,
cant even be his listener.
i guess i hurt too many ppl...
wad should i do..
if everything were like thh past
it will be great//
u promised to be a jianjian dandan aii but
all turns out to be a fairytale.
why always when i owned sth and
tat something will disappear.
den i rather....
not owned anything anymore le
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Thursday, 23 April 2009
@ 09:29
wentt to chong pang and buy things.
i walk and walk and went to cc to find him;
hope i could see him.
BUT.......he was not there so i went out of cc.
den i suddenly saw him,he throw sth into bin.
i thought it was my own imaginary of his shadows.
so i wennt forward and look properly.
it was indeed him.
my mind was like really is him?
later he wennt off with his frien.
so of cox tinking and tinking again.
nite,it took miie alot of courage to msg a guy.
so i 12 plus den have thh courage msg him.
i was so delighted when he repli miiie.
but later msg msg and msg till 2 plus.........
and he dun wan repli miie le.
thh last msg he send was a hurting one,
tat make my tears ...
last msg he send is
:DISAPPEAR IN YOUR LIFE IS THE BEST CHOICE.
this realli hurt miie alot.
although i always hope tat i msg u ,u would repli BUT,
sometimes i rather i msg u and u dun repli better
den u repli and later not repli and reply and later
not reply.
Sometimes u are cold and sometimes u are hot to miie.
Sometimes u even ignored miie.
i dunno wad i did.........
why give miie hope and u jux shattered it all.
den 2.50 Pm den sleep.
i always say i give up but...
bye
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Tuesday, 21 April 2009
@ 11:42
todae ah....haix
rain heavily ,and no like bring ella .
den drenched of cox....but
later dry le.
of cox everydae late sleep so i
todae so sleepyyy;ZzZ...orhorh.
den jaslyn go tickle miie den i keep runing.
like 2.4 sia...
den i yesterdae forgot return my bang bang tang her eeyore....
den she todae take mineee....den dun wan return so i go her class
i told her she dun return miie den i shout den she returned hahah....
but later lesson go on le.........
POA lesson must go library.
we went in and tat TOOPID LIBRARY UNCLE say:
your teacher nvr come in so u all go out and wait.(with tat stupid act sound)
make miie dammn piss off....becox got one time teacher ask miie and
devil mummi to ask weather we can go in library den we went in and asked.....
we jux starting to say sth den he say:IS this the way u shld talk to me?dun u
all have to greet miie? (wad e...firstly he not a techer den wan ask call him
UNCLE den he happy ah...)
den aft he say all tat RUBBISH den i dun care him i jux turned and walked off....
dammmn SHUAIII....and bang e library door.....
(i dun expect i would do such a thing but cox MY LIMIT IS UPP)
den later POA cher go in and stand rite in front of him den he
still thought we go in without cher and SAY:HOW CAN U ALL COME IN?
cher is rite infront of him and he ask this question .....PISSS OFF !!!
later went in and i cnt take it ler i scold vulgar sia....
but my frien say tat one not vulgar .......but nvm.
todae i nvr expect myself to do such a thing but................
dun talk abt tat OLD OLD OLD OLD UNCLE !!! SHOO~~laaaaaa
hmmm let miie tink of my beloved guy .....
he so charming !!!
okayy am much better ....
hope someone would make miie happyy.
Broadcasted By: LITTLE BELOVED PINGU !!
Edited By: miie miie miie......lovee him.
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Monday, 20 April 2009
@ 11:53
19 April 2009
early morning wennt to eat at fortunate restaurant....
it was known as a good food restaurant .....but okayy la e trip was tiring.
aft eating went to er.....walkwalk with parent and jerry called but i nvr pick up.
aft all tat....went to swensen to eat icecream;known as earthquake.
i wouldnt say it was delicious but instead i would say it interesting cox
got smoke smoke come out de....
later hais.......sth happen...
aft tat we all went to eat at foodcourt den later
reach home quarrel wif dad abt sth........hais.....
and whenever i quarrel with my parent i will do sth to myself and
tat ish pinch my leg until red red de sometime even got blood.....
(i dunno how i do it but sort of sad and angry make it like tat)
so i pekchek den anyhow msg ppl ......
so sorry to pick on chun siang cox last msg i received ish his.
mood was really dammn bad.
and u know wad todae ,no i shld say
everytime i have to act happy in front of my frien...
somehow tired of doing tat but if am not happy ,
den no one make them laughh........
TODAYYY
well POA lesson cher nvr cum..
den was like doing our own thingyy.
Geo is like er.......soso i used phone .....
i mean i mostly nvr on but i dunno why i on also...
den reply msg and blah blah blah.
wadever lesson den recess.
CDL did thh board game{keep making my group members laugh}
den laugh until stomach pain....i wonder i got so funny mah??
dunnno wad to say but i also dunno how to express wad i wanna say.
i believe u will find someone better oh ya.(u know hu u are ah.)
buaibye.....so unhappy but have to act happy ,
i hope jianjian dandan aii will appear//
oh ya my bang bang tang de eeyore nonono is ee ee with miie.
dun wan gibii back herrrr alalallaa .....
dun forget to mention this post ish done by
thh effort of
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Saturday, 18 April 2009
@ 16:50
wennt to KFC wif sis and eat of cox.
later on wennt home and get things rdy to go swimming pool.
took 812 there.
weather was dammn hot......
and i was like standing there for longgg.
1 guy so funny,from far keep looking at my direction...
and i also dunno who.
so i dun care,but later he walk behind miie.
i can feel thh shadow.
so he wennt up to miie and asked for my num.
i tel him can 999 he thought omg i dun wan give him le.
in thh end i did give.....
but he say he like miie.........
and he say for thh past 3 weeks he wanna my num but dun dare,abit doubt..haha
he is quite good looking but..........my phobia in relationship was there......
he ask me for stead but i say alot of thingy....
anyway so funny todae when he ask num .....i wan make him ps...
haha.
but my frien ask miie accept........
den i say MY PHOBIA LAAAAAA......
den he say phobia means i next time forever dun wan
boyfrien ah....
den i say dunno......
tadaaaaa............
but am sure he can and will find somone better de ya,
jy oh.
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@ 06:06
17 April 2009 (23rd speach and prize giving dae)
before that,brought my di to school.
saw jerry ,obviously i ran.
i hide behind thh wall thought he could not see but........
he walk thh other way and can directly see until me.....i must say ish dammn ps .
run here run there really like small kid plaeing.
In thh end he know my block......
meet my friens at bus stop at 3.30.
somehow some are late onli my devil mummi(geok teng was punctual)
waited longg.......
speach dae.
Mr Goh was back to sch to give out prizes .
and blah blah blah .
HOME SWEET HOME//
16 April 2009
P.E some people went for their NAFA.
thh rest we all went to plae .
we played ice and water ,lao ying zhua xiao ji and catching.
i had a fall.
thh fal was really a nice one,as he suddenly flow in my mind.
15 April 2009
assembly,sitted with devil mummi,
she take my lollipop ....and later we plae and hit
until e guy infront ......saw jerry standing outside hall,
like got punish but no la.
wennt to Sree Narayana Mission.
erm some are really......
am sure if u see it, u will feel thh same.
some are tied up,some could not recongised who themselves are.
it was really a meaningful trip.
aft tat went with miao and geok teng ,miao wan buy things.
and is like so close to his hse.
he ish simply too nice.........
happyy tat my POA and GEO score full marks.......
but nevertheless am still waiting for his msg til veri late......
hoping there will be miracles and everything.
THINKING OF HIM//
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Tuesday, 7 April 2009
@ 21:39
i message him thrice but, not a single reply.
thh-worried and everything he can nvr know.
from wad i know he suffered alot,when i heard from my frien
saying tat he might go to
indonesia and is for years my heart seriously feel ouch...........
WHY
WHY
WHY
why he can put down everything and tink of going there?
lucky my frien stop him or else............
i remembered we used to share our thoughts and unhappiness but
now i feel tat u are unhappy and i tried my best wanting to
cheer u up or even hope
u will share with miie yr unhappiness but u choose to keep to yourself.
seriously i am veri worried for u since tat very very dae we.................
I jux hope to be yr listener ,i dun wan anything much ,as long as u happy will do,
but u choose to hide everything from miie.
i really HATE myself.I HATE MYSELF !!!!
when my frien told miie abt u,i did cry but is a silence one.i remembered
everything and everytime we spend with each other,but no matter
wad i tink we seems to cant get back like wad we used to be.
I HATE MYSELF!!!
jianjian dandan ai //
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Friday, 3 April 2009
@ 17:15
todae was a sad dae.
i cried cause of thh memories he left for miie.
it was sth i can nvr forget,but .......nothing could be changed anymore.
did i changed or u?
quite sorry to cry infront of alison,i will try my best not to cry infront of them.
i hope everything will go back to thh past ,let everything back.
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