HER world

2010-04-01T14:35:00.000+03:00

will only update when i have thh time.
everybody smile always !!

lots of LOVE.

2010-03-27T18:44:00.000+03:00

will be posting when i have thh time.
everybody , takecare yourself in thh meantime.
miss miie ,msg miie.
tata.
lazyness kills me.
and thhis pahtetic bloggie.

hmmm if ppl nag at miie to post i might
do so ; teehee.

2010-03-24T13:45:00.002+03:00

today,geo lesson copy notes.

physic do ws and kristi,jiayi ,jas and miie were discussing
if we grow up married we want to give birth to a boy or a girl first.
theyy 3 all want to give birth to girl first, unfair.
only i want boy first ;teehee.
i got reason de .
my ans is still boy aft much discussion.
chem learn new topic.
chinese lesson go com-lap.
use msn,fb and bloggie....teacher dunno ;teehee.
eng was fun ,cause only go through ans and discuss.
maths put miie to sleep sia,boring but nvm still learning vectors.

tats abt all.tc lazy update

2010-03-11T19:05:00.000+03:00

Latest news.
dont really remember thh dates in which things happen so jux relax and see bah.

chem thingy

during oral confercing taken de.

tuition time

thh end,tats abt all ,we update more pic in future.yeahh

--down with lovee.

2010-02-23T20:47:00.000+03:00

Ah ha,here to blog once again.

20 FEBRUARY'2010

wennt for lesson and is thh first time ppl talk to

miie at tuition,cause am always quiet there.

tadaa,aft tat meet

jiening,angelina,kenneth,kweeching and leonard

at northpoint,since am there for my lesson.

and OH limei was latee.

after tat wennt take buss and treat them bubble tea;yumyum.

okay headed to my hse.

as u can see,they reached my hse.

firstly they bai nian ,

follow by eating time;RECESS TIME.

nevertheless,my kpo didi always love to join in hahas.

nice rite;working life makes me matured somehow.

see my kpo di; hahas

cheryl last to reached.

plus she very funny lo only eat food tat is related to fish.

eg,fishball,salmon,fish.

jiening left first as she is off to work le.

kc and i send her to bus-stop and waited for bus;

of course stupid brenda.

next we started to play poker cards.

using peanuts;i ate alot sighh..

but nvm limei also heehee.

caught him gamble;he touch th card.

after tat leonard wennt off le,

started to play monopoly.

meanwhile they discuss and wanna go kc's hse.

okay and there we go.

his mommy and daddy so good de lo,

change for one day i also happy; FREEDOM !

he and his kor look alike sia.

anyway this time gamble money de,

in his hse,in his room.

play for some time le,

kenneth say wanna go eat later,

all agree,and waited for leonard to reach kc's hse.

kc's bro take over and play while kc go bath.

he take clothes very funny, this is my first time

see ppl take clothes until like tat,

super funny de,u can nvr imagine.

anyway after he bath finish and leoneard reached le,

we wennt to causeway,kc treat pizza hut sia.

his pocket sure got a big hole.

anyway kenneth is my ah kor,

if kc bully miie he will hoot him;BRAVO kor.

anyway below is group photo,but

SAD to say jiening left too early,didnt have her inside thh pic.

taken before cheryl left too.

IS A JOY TO HAVE THEM;

because of them i learn to grow up each day.

love you all to thh max.

happy bdae monster.

2010-02-18T19:08:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my MONSTER !!!

love him .

nvr go school today cause sickkk to thh max pluss disfiguredd.

wennt to tan tock seng hospital...

visit ppl .

sighhh anyway i realli no mood to post cause i tink am thh last person

to say happy bdae to him...

okayy jux edited kc pic.

there you go; laugh at him pls.

tata tats all no mood.

time to post

2010-02-17T20:56:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ALVIN !!!

i owe him bdae present he own miie valentine present !!

yesterday,17 February 2010(date different from blog,i follow my own time)

meet noobby at playground.

hahas,i got present,dun intend to take it but he give miie tat face.

see thh pic;anyway he give miie thh license to throw tantrum

so if i do tat he cant blame miie.

anyway i lovee thh present not him haha.

he see this i sure die.

and here is thh care-bear calendar ;superr cutee

flash back @@

12 February 2010, friday

after sch wennt homed.

mommy wann miie get sth from ssc,

so before went there, went to top up card.

saw siyu and fadhilah.

wenntt to ssc with miie.

in thh bus fadhilah say ****** bitch,

somehow agree.

reached there buy le went to visit jason uncle and

winston korkor but he not there.

headed to angelina hse with siyu as fadhilah

wennt off first and gonna pass angelina her chewy junior.

reached home and sis gave miie a big head.

after tuition going to amk to change thh shoes size for her.

tuituion ended meet stupidd and of course must

stupid things if not he wont understand wad human say.

gained-milo,and mango ice-cream.

accompanied by stuppidd; thanks yea//

CHINESE NEW YEAR

wennt to kukup

took boats to see fishes own by ppl.

thhis is thh shuaii ge in black shirt,

he act close with my cousin then i say he kidnapp,

then he keep smilling.....zzz

cousin'yee meng

my dad say i childish; i grow up de lo,

if not i wont sit until so stable.

xoxo-Brenda Tiang,is superrr sick and disfigured !!!

feel like killing myself right now !!!

stupid

2010-01-29T21:03:00.000+03:00

stupid ah stupid,
he is really stupid.
he is stressed, somehow abit regret telling him abt operation
thingy and now he kept tinking of it .
how i wish his project faster finished,
practical test faster over and
his working place closed down;Oops.
jux a joke.
took a break and march faster come and he
can go relax and play all day.

no stressed no stressed,
still have ;brenda tiang !!
GAMBATTE ~~CLEVER~~ / STUPID

boom

2010-01-29T17:43:00.000+03:00

28 jan'10 thusday.
bag so heavy,i still bring shoes bag,racket, and tat thick POA book.
is okay to bring so many stuff but is not okay when teacher cheat
our feeling.Assembly ended late, jaslyn is a type tat cant skip meal,
so she need to eat but not enough time.
firstly,teacher nvr gave instruction to which class we need go.
so am thh stupid one ,i wennt to each level and look but cant find.
wasted our time.
so all wennt off.
plus no training waste my effort.
i put class key then i saw wenjing so we wennt to bubble tea shop.
after tat 2 bully junior come.
chit-chat,saw desmond followed by weiming.
after tat wenjing ,wei xuan ,addy and miie wennt to playground.
suppose to play catching de,but not fun, they gang up keep catch miie,
unfair.
then they caught spider so tikoli de,then they wan pass to miie.
i keep shout and run,they very idiot lo say thh spider like yoyo.
later wenjing wennt off.
lalala my pigkey came. then byebye le.
super fun playing.
sth happen tat spoil everything.
i only can say is easy to make friends,is hard to keep friends.
dont wish to go sch,but stupidd force miie go sch....

29 January 20'10 Friday
last day of this week le; PHIEW.
stress accumulated each day,am rather be unconscious
how am i going to survive.
anway lets start to say,didnt really sleep well, as yesterday
incident affected miie alot,i kept thinking.
wennt sch with full blast music on,perhaps whenever am unahppy
i do tat?
didnt talk much today,no joke le.
after sch i directly wennt home.
do tuition hw and wennt for tuition.
reach there early,i go see baby spa there.
baby is kawaii but they seems uncomfortable sia.
wennt to tuition aft tat.
and no one does hw except miie....lol .
am tired to say le.
A SMILE tat brings everything over,am trying to cover; no worry

MILO lover
PINGU girlfriend
and just for you.

gonna be a long post.

2010-01-27T11:27:00.003+03:00

gonna be a long post i guessed,
as i did not update for dunno how many days.
flash back;23 jan'10
after lesson wennt to buy lunch for them and my sis requested to buy for her piakia.
anyway H stand for ham & cheese de is yummi.

reach home then later my bro keep pester miie abt oreo,so wennt down to buy for thiis kiddo.

he is lucky to have such a good jiejie haha kidding kidding.

until nite; accompany di to see doc;he cough ,eat too much ice-cream
aft tat wentt to 925 to settle our dinner there.
yummi we ate alot stupid things.
24 jan'10 searching for stuff then i found my old phone.
i still love you ,phone.

firstly,we prepare ourself to go northpint.
wennt to look for clothes,but none catches my eyes.
a bag caught my mommy eyes, so i bought it for her.
so nvm we wennt to eat at pasta mania, her treat.

after tat they say wann eat hongkong cafe as we are not satisfied with thh food we ordered.
so we wennt to eat at hongkong cafe for dinner-thhis time my treat.

overall i spend abt 100 dollars and am broke le.
however is fine with miie as it can make them smile,but hongkong cafe food sucks more than
pasta mania.Total regret eating at hongkong cafe.
26 jan'10 had tournament with singapore sports school= sure lose tournament.
but is okay is an experience because i know sports sch de ren.
they very friendly loh,some even talk to miie haha.
i love making friends.
after which , we had a great byebye section with them;BRAVO.
mrs simi treat all of us mac. SUPER NICE.
played twister fries war with jillyn haha.
and play flying fries with kahyin. fun fun.
anyway pigkey was there too.

aft super funny meal,wennt off with pigkey and kk,

heading to astons and meet kweeching.

reason is i miss angelina and friends haha .

after tat slow retard eat finish,then he wan play game.

like small kids rite SHhhhh.

he stand for 1/2 hrs playing game.

so he shall owe miie 1/2hrs time hor;

bus-ed home ;thanks for accompany.

wennt out with mommy then i saw wang zai niu nai.kawaii rite.

it taste yummi.

27 jan'10

today.

bring di to sch.i saw cheehong;tehee.

di keep disturbing miie.

i wan put him into my pocket so he wont so noisy haha.

tied down by alot things,

i dunno what shld i do.

i tink march i will be more stress.

i hope thh operation will be successful pls.

waiting for thh report~~~sigh...

and and and

i failed sth,

i work and i neglect monster

i nvr push him to study much,sigh.

i really regret ,although we nvr talk much now,

but i wish u will continue from there and

i really hate myself for not motivating you.

i promised myself to accompany you till you get thh result,

but before u get, we already not close le,

but actually when u get thh result,i was there.

hope u will reach where u wanna be.

anyway u wont see this post also.

AM LOST, operation, studies,friends.....how long can i last, brenda tiang must

jy. PEACE;

MILO is my pill,

PINGU is my drugs

you is my everything.

last day of thh week

2010-01-22T22:00:00.001+03:00

today i going late de.......then i thought can dun go sch.

then i remember kweeching say if i dun go he dun friend miie....
sigh so i drag myself off thh bed and go sch aft tat.
reach sch in thh end go hall.....
mark attendance was thh worst part.
all was in chaos.
and i wan walk behind let teacher sign also got difficulty.
after sch , stay back awhile to do tuition hw with yapyee then later
my gan di weixuan suddenly SLAP miie from behind....
slap both side loh....i shouted IDIOT and i ran and chase him.
aft tat continue my work then suddenly dad calll....
chiong home haha.
reach home,my di bullly miie.
aft tat we got hse tuition then finally PEACE haha.
then i do my hw. i finished it.
wennt for tuition ,teacher CHEAT my feeling.
he last week say 6.15 then i reach le he 6.30 then reach.
thomas saw miie then we chatted as we walk then meet
weixuan and addy.
then i went for my tuition aft tat.
wennt cpcc to find di.
home sweet home.

i haven eat my dinner and now already 3 plus am.

i hungry le; MILO, ILY

let go perhaps is thh best solution.

piss off

2010-01-21T20:52:00.000+03:00

in my 4 years of my secondary life,
today is thh first day i saw her tears;scare miie to death.
but she dun wan tel us thh reason. but i hope she will be fine.
anyway got maths test which i tink i fail le.
aft tat maths test, is mother tongue.
then bernard sit infront of miie.
he playy with thhe class key which i tink he shld not cause am
responsible for thh key.
i told him to put back he dun wan then later he throw on thh floor
and kick away.
THERE's a LIMIT TO MY PATIENT TOO !!!
then i say later mr phua come aft him then he know ,
he say he not scared.
hello mr, is not abt scared or not ,am thh one responsible for it.
tink of others too,i can let u bully but is over my limit thhis time.
i got so piss off firstly i did not do well,
but i swear is not because of tat i vent my anger on you.
is thh attitude u gave make miie so pekchek.
hais....i already got so much prob and keep making miie piss off.
sigh***
after tat went for tournament.
jason is evil he say if i nvr win he dun wan talk to miie.
evil rite.
anyway
i saw a CHIOBU from singapore sports school.
wah piang she dammn chio de loh.
she look like mix blood de then she reali very friendly and nice.
i tink alot guy will jio her sia .
her match i go be line man see i so good.
last comment abt her; she is very pretty inner and outer.
kahyin and i played against thh woodlands sec.
we won !!!!
super high
after tat reach sch, thought addy going ssc with us ,
then he say wan wait for friend.
so,dummy brenda, weixuan and karkian stupidity
waited for mr addy.
in thh end he wennt home with his friend.
he cheated my feeeling argged....
wennt there motive is to see my angelina chua.
anyway we dine-in there.
hehe i saw JONATHAN CHAN too.
long time nvr see him; superr miss him too.
my couple!!!!
i had bpc/tr/or (test myself shortform)
and u know what i keep desiao winston thh manager.
i keep say eh manager come serve us must respect haha.
then he laugh and say dun like tat lea.
after tat wennt home-d,
thh ssc bus CHEAT my feeling too.
sigh.
and am home, with thh accompany of kk and wx.
half unhappy and half happy day ...

it just ended this way.

update

2010-01-20T12:24:00.001+03:00

drawn by yongxiang; pathetic hand

due to true or dare.

yesterday wennt for tournament taken de,

tournament was fun,i keep laughing before ,during and after match ,

kahyin wan hit my pigu.

she also hoot until my head; OUCHHhh

after tournament , reached sch by bus then wennt northpoint with rq.

she is hungry then we walk pass subway because jason say he is there so

i wennt to desiao only,

then i saw my PIGKEY.

he cheat my feeling lah say wan come in thhe end say cant find replacement....

in thh end i caught him munching food !!!

later buy finish thing le then saw them again.

them = jason ssw and idk.

aft tat parted with rq .

wennt off with pigkey to astons .

reach there i saw so many friends;feeling sad and happy.

eat there with leonard then later kweeching join us.

wennt home by bus with kweeching.

tats abt yesterday.

TODAY;20 jan'2010

sigh.today is toally a sucks day.

i dunno why i feel damm moody.

i doesnt wann to talk at all.

didnt talk much today.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nvr attend maths lesson yesterday was really a torture to miie.

but luckily i managed to catch up abit.

last lesson i still make ppl laugh.

can u imagine y-jiahui who dun laugh much,

i managed to make her laugh sia.

yeanteng laughed too.

and worst,i made jaslyn laugh like mad,

i make her laugh she still keep hitting miie...

she pinch miie tooo

ke lian ....oh...

moodless moody and no mood.

nothing seems to cheer miie up today.

2010-01-20T11:31:00.001+03:00

IS A LONG LONG JOURNEY

first day;19 Dec'09

taken my own pic.

second day;20 Dec'09

my korean guy and i.

thh-rooster

joshin and i(on thh way to pick ahma up)

kampong areas(saw my ahma!!!)

finally see she is able to stand up again after a stroke.

PHIEW

solo ;ahma

my-BOYFRIEND's ring

mine-GIRLFRIEND's ring

cousin snatch and there you go ;gameboy split.

third day;21 Dec'09

train station(first time taking train)

reach there at 7 am sharp.

here's thh curry puff -yummi

haha tats miie-peace.

miie and sis(sleepy!!)

sort of day le.(is bright)

ah di and jason

miie and ah di !!

dad looks like a kidnapper; poor kids.

dad with his nasi lemak

mommy with her nasi lemak too

mommy and i ;i am disturbing her eating haha

OOPS took ahma pic purposely haha;yummi food

mommy her her mommy;haha sound great

sun rise; is so beautiful

here comes thh train;toot toot.....

haha well taken rite,

random starts here.

thh-jo and thh-brenda

one of my cute little cousin

beach time

horse time

cousin;yeeharn

last of all ; me.

finally i posted;
and jason i posted !!
but this is long ago shld post de i LAZYYY

swensen treat

2009-12-16T08:02:00.001+03:00

swensen treat by MISS DU YILING,

meet at mac first .

danial brought his bro along.

his bro is really dammn cute.

meet at mac first as miss du yiling is hungry hahah

wennt swensen aft tat.

here's thh ICE-CREAM

miss DU YILING ;kawaii rite.

miie and danial bro.

he very funny and cute de.he alomost cried as danial cheat him say is

pork haha cause he is eating it.

after all this, yapyee and i wentt to find kweeching at timezone.

aft tat wennt to longjohn and eat,

he wasted food;he is guilty.

after tat,yapyee wennt home first so left him and i.

we wennt around walk walk as he wanted to get a present

for his gf-jiening present.haha

and herre thh snapshot of him,who ask him take my pic w/o permission

first.

lets see.

he is dreaming !!!!!

tata end herre.

2009-12-15T07:04:00.001+03:00

had a treat from chong kweeching.

i say say only wan burnt his pocket,he realli stupid,he ordered exp food....

i nvr even burnt his pocket,he burnt himself.

make miie guilty,next time then treat back him haha.

anyway afterall,i love thhe drink more. haha

food was yummi,

thh drink is my love.

BUT he keep complain i eat slow......

is he eat fast hor!!!!

then aft tat dunno go where {secret}

taddaaa reached.

aft tat wennt burger king, i tink so?
then he ordered food,
there he go again ,going to stuff food to miie.
i say NO haha.
so he have to eat himself....tadaa.
reach astons at nite,to visit them.
we had our dinner there.
and aft,went to look for angelina tag along with us is chinwee.
after tat home sweet home.

2009-12-13T21:08:00.002+03:00

thoughts tat keep flowing through my mind,
everything i had been through for about one month plus.

in fact when i started to tink of working,
i jux wish to forget things tat kept inside my heart
for long, so i decided to look for jobs jux to tired myself.

my first day @ astons ,
angelina was thh one tat coach miie.
in fact my impression of her on my first day
was bad,because i remember i ask her thh tissue
to take from where , she replied take from her hse
in those tune ,which i feel uncomfortable.

but as time goes by,i understand her better,
and i really enjoy thh time with her

slowly ,i came to know jonathan too.
well,he is super handsome plus rich.
and his character i find it fun too.
thh lani say i and him got couple look, so we
call each other as couple.
i remembered,jux know him for not so long,
got one time,he injured himself as he fall.
angelina and i accompany him home. his hse is
superr big de loh.
and from inner of my heart,am very grateful to
him as he send miie home by car at times.
but am sorry abt thh troubles i gave to him.
so lucky to have a nice couple like him.

And now, got to know li mei aft tat.
she taught miie how to do chilli,and my last plan
of working also do chilli with her.
wad a story.
i actually dunno why but for thhe past 2 weeks,we begain
to know each other better and become more closed.
i realli enjoy thh time with her at smoking area,
we chatted abt past , relationship and others.
2hours break tgt is worth it.

and then,cheryl was another nice working friend i had.
she ah,very fun-loving girl.
she lah make miie now keep high5 ,low 5 and baby5
to ppl.But during my last week,she is not working,
rather sad.but nevertheless, my last day ,we had a HUG HUG.

as for kristelle,i like her character, cause same as miie
we are sporty and not girlish......
i and her very man and brave de.
and i love chatting with her too.
she love her biscuit lots.

next,
zoom into thh kitchen first.
er at first working then nid go in mah,
i feel very scared at tat time,but ah qiang,
ah yee and hua ge haha they are really nice to miie .
and micheal sam i always tease him and MANI !!!
haha.
john and micheal ~~sam~~ is bro.
but their character seems like of thh different world.
but nevertheless,knowing them was a great joy too.

nextnext,
eric turn.....hmmmm actually,
getting to know him when i was eating dinner tat time.
at first i thought wad ahbeng ahbeng.
but he is NOT.
he very friendly and erm......very nice to ppl.
and plus am his OWNER !!!! tadaaa.
i hope thh promised he made,
will make it when i see him next time.
GAMBATTE !!!

kenny, thh giraffe.
OOPS.
anyway he is very funny.
zoey and i will laugh at thh joke he made.
but i always tio tickle by him.

okay next.
know kenneth,kweeching and jiening.
to miie rite,
kenneth hair super funny.
i can laugh until my stomach pain.
but still continue.
his hair is like chicken little haha super cute de.
actually he look gong at times...
SHhhhh dun tel him .

kweeching ah = se gui.
he ah always see chiobu.
kenny say must wary of him cause he se gui haha.
super funny.
i heard angelina say he got plan to jio tat person,
but all failed i tink haha
then i tel him i help him,he dun appreciate loh.

jiening was thh fun part.
at first i see her ,she like so fierce .
in fact i scared of her but nvr show out lah.
of course brenda tiang not so stupidd.
then started to chat with her then she started to tickle
miie then,we like very friend le haha.

wee....
okay as for leonard,
when i first know him through angelina,
i thought he wont talk to ppl much de haha
but know him well aft sometimes ,
he is super fun .
he always play PEACE PEACE with miie.

next got many newbbi came.
my first impression of chee hong is like
wow ,so look like my second.
thh side view mislead miie.
after , few days later ,seems to get used
being friend with him.
wennt to eat touhua with him,weehoe and chinwee.
; which i miss alot now.

weehoe was his friend too.
he is okay de person lah.
he give miie lollipop at times.

edwin,his another friend.
now is my beloved zoey de boyfriend,
hopw they last longg,
althought, i dun like thh way he do things.
but for thh sake of zoey i always tolerate.
since they started le, dun let it end bah.
jy.

danielle and angela,
newbie too.
all are easy talkers.

next next
mildred,becky and mandy came.
newbieee morrree.
mildred attached to miie during work.
actually i very ps cause weird weird lah ,like ppl keep follow miie
becky look like mix blood de ,
i find her pretty sia.
as for mandy, i dun really talk to her much.

thh-end of working life.

haha

2009-11-11T20:37:00.001+03:00

lol i so late still post....
ass miie.
anyway ,jux now,
wennt for work haha aft tat got talk to her abit le.
after work wennt to find jonathan to pass him his thingy.
i almost walk wrong side sia....but he dunno lah haha
after passing to him then i wan go off le,he say he wan drive miie,
i keep say dun wan then he say he count to 3 if i dun ,
then he dun friend miie....so i lose le .
he drive to thh petrol thingy....he wan buy things, is water....
he hor super lazy to go down take.
haha he buy miie sweet ; haha.
later reach le, in thh car, he do magic.
super funny. plus fun loh. cause hor he can guess what i tink.
eg. thh direction where i stop haha so fun!!!
today work so boring, no one to talk to.......
BORING.......wague !!!
wague Wague WAgue WAGue WAGUe WAGUE !!!!!
oh man i sot le....i superrr tired,i dunno will eric wake miie
up tomorrow?
plus plus hor,i scared i accidently say secret out de.....

okay actually my mind is now turning and turning,
keyboard like moving? i going faint le...
nites.

i did nothing

2009-11-11T11:21:00.001+03:00

10 NOVEMBER'09

i wennt to sch happily ,
wanted to shareshare thhe cookies with you,
because i love to share my food and things with my friend,
if u know miie well,you will know.
i told u tat ch gave miie cookies,i thought of sharing with you,
but u seems abit unhappy abt it ,thh expression is obvious,
so i firstly thought u jux mood swing ,so i kept quiet.
reach poa class,seated down and i suddenly thought
of wad u meaasge miie yesterday.
u say : i like him.
i reply: who u like ?
but aft tat u no reply yesterday,so i thought of asking u.
in class i ask u who u like?
you dun wish to say , but u make miie dam curious le,
so i die die wanna know.
i took your phone away and force u to tel miie.
but u wasnt angry at tat point of time; i remembered it clearly.
in thh end u tel miie you like him,i did return u your phone.
and later when break time, i dunno what got onto you tat
you look super angry but i still use plaeing tone and ask
u if u can accompany miie buy milo.
u rejected miie,and say dont want.
so i say okay lo fine i go myself in playing tone too.
later wennt back for chem lesson.
i talk to u ,u seems dun wish reply de ,
so i ask u ,u really wan angry miie ah ?
u make tat angry sound.
den i still say u realli really wan angry miie ?
thh reply still same.
so i said angry lo den u ignore miie le.
plusss i damm tired everyday, i feel so sleepy and sleep.
teacher nvr caught until miie :heng ah.
i realli at tat point of time,dun wish to talk le ,
wennt home straight aft sch...
perhaps ,u angry becox i say u hurt my friend which like u alot.
i say u hurt my friend because when u talk to ch,u nvr notice his eyes
looking at you, i saw thh connection, his disappointed and sad,
he nvr tel u nither .i jux wanted to let u know tats all.
one is my beloved pudding one is my gan di, i cant do nth rite?
if friendship is so fragile,i cant do anything.
am realli tired of everything at times.
your friend say i snatch u,
do u know is hurting to miie,
but i have to act nothing happen ; it wasnt easy.
i tried my best to make ppl smile and laugh,
even though am unhappy inside,
all along u always see miie laugh but would a person
always be tat happy?
think.
i didnt wan to say this thing out to make u unhappy or wad,
i jux wanted to let u know,
if unhappy abt sth jux say out, if u keep like tat ,
u would not have many friends anymore,trust miie.
because as your friend ,if u are angry ppl
will keep stay away from you.

i dont mind being unhappy w/o anyone knowing,
all i wan was my friend to be happy tats all.

TODAY.
lucky eric call miie up if not i guess am going to LATE or even
PON sch.
haha but i dunno who call actually i pick up and i guessed i talk
alot rubbish.
cause am still in sleeping mood than aft tat he tel miie wad i say to him ,
i find it superrr de funny loh.
nvr late.
but aft chinese lesson we wennt to have icecream provided by thh teacher.
we eat thh whole tub,but was caught half way by thh poa teacher.
she give us a long tongue lashing. and scold scold scold.
say what attitude u all giving uh?
then we diam diam only.
anyway ice cream was YUMMI....
nvr talk to you much today.

oh ya go this link and comment.
sung by eric ,nice de.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fg_v3YxZ3rU
takecares.

i know nothing.

2009-11-09T09:55:00.001+03:00

7,8,9 november.
i got stm so i post what i remember only.
7 and 8 november work full.
7 november,kwee ching treat miie starbuck sia,
u know why?cause he wan compensate for making miie
disfigured haha jkjk.
thanks anyway.
if am not wrong 8 november,
jonathan and steven quarrel.
then jonathan dun wan work le.
super sad rite.
plus tat day ,super alot ppl than steven quarrel with customer sia.
oh ya early celebrated chee hong's 16th bdae.

9 november

Happy bdae chee hong !!!
get to work.
jonathan pass miie his uni and ask miie pass to manager.
so i passed.he dun wan accept so in my bag le.
at nite,wennt home with ch...we chat lo.
then reach my block ,he pass miie COOKIES !!!
famous amos de.haha so nice of him rite .
thanks yea.

finally

2009-11-06T22:17:00.001+03:00

phiew , finally update thh latest.
after tuition i wennt home quickly bath and go for work.
wennt there to tie my hair ; luckily stil have time.
work loh as usual.
i suppose to work until 10 hhaha BUT
i replace jonathan as he have sth on later.
so i work until 11 hehe.
someone took pic with miie ...i forget his name .
haha anyway later went home with eric cause he walking
so i also dun wan so early reach home,so walk tgt.
while walking,an unknown msg miie....actually is him....i like gong .
then i ask him how he get my num, he diedie dun wan say.
jonathan call while am on thh way so funny.
and yy too.
oh ya i wear eric cap from work place until my hse block;pro ba.
took his cap home....for fun actually.
he accompany miie until my block ;haha
den i tink he go meet his friends le bah.

oh ya i got a new pet; nick is: hungry ghost.
real name cant tel u all.....
haha tomorrow got starbuck treat from kwee ching perhaps.
and And AND , watch hear and give comment, is from my friend.
his singing quite nice.
do give good comments HOR !!!!
THANKS.
heres thh linkk : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H3FDoM_rAk

love yea
bye;
可能这就是；
完美的结束。

yummi

2009-11-05T21:49:00.000+03:00

wennt to eat with wenjing,natalie,yapyee at astons.
superr fun eating with them,
we joke around , i tried thh ice chocolate; YUMMI
wennt to playground with ch, saw snail then later chat
wennt home le.

funfun

2009-11-04T21:36:00.000+03:00

was fun,todae got friend work with miie.
then pudding say wan act as if we angry each other,
superrr funny .
wee hoe gave miie lollipop; haha lollipop queen le.
then today thh kwee ching accidently hit until miie,
now i so gong le !!!
chat with MONSTER .
went home.

hohoho

2009-11-03T21:13:00.000+03:00

so moody , mummy seems to angry so at work am so
MOODY !!!
phiew , eric came oh i so surprised sia.
he ask miie what flavour i wann for lollipop.
he realli got miie lollipop ; super happy.
actually i work until 10 de but they ask miie do alot
things then i dun dare say anything so ended up like
11 den go home.
took bus.
after tat went to playground sit sit with ch.
chatchat then went home.

sissors paper stone day.

2009-11-02T21:04:00.000+03:00

end work then play sisssors paper stone with
thh eric,he got goldden hair nice loh.
plus he got thh look sia....
oh ya he lose , so he own miie lollipop.
after that , went to eat tou hua with ch .
i no eat i accompany him only.
so nice of miie.
went home after that.

wee....

2009-11-01T20:55:00.000+03:00

a happy dae i guessed....
do full today,i see many many friends.
got my favourite pudding//
okay tats all.
ch accompanied miie home;cause same bus i guessed....
i forget le lah i got stm de.

no taggers.........

2009-10-30T20:31:00.000+03:00

boohoo....dead bloggie with dead taggers argged !!!
but nvm i jux do my part to blog ba.

will post one by one according to dates.

30 october 2009
i do full; hehe pro ley
i accidently hit until kenny log ,then thh manager say i
hit until .... i abit piss off as i today broke a salad bowl too,
wennt to toilet,some drips of tears flow down,
i also dunno why?
perhaps i feel very guilty.
wennt to eat tou hua after work with chinwee,cheehong & wee hoe.
haha quite yummi,i got addicted actually.
a tou hua tou hua day...tada;

ended;

haha

2009-10-29T19:58:00.000+03:00

post all together at once .

27 oct 2009
things that are over i usually forget wad happen
cause u got STM.
jux working around .....
my timing so WEIRD !!

28 oct 2009
if i not worn is on this date where
by thh manager bdae rite?or 27 oct?
oh goshh i simply forget.
got a free ride by jonathan,
i reach home consider early.
thanks yea,sort of ps but i realli
feel scared as i scared dark then he say
got ghost in thh ......so took free ride.

29 oct 2009, TODAY.
today wennt for work at 5 cause thought
of exchange timing with gan di,
but in thh end i reach,ask ppl help miie check,
in thh end he work at 6,
den i got nothing to do?
BOOM miie. haha anyway he also dunno
thh timing is change so cant blame him.
but nvm one of thh staff is off and she bring
her baby to astons,so i play with thh baby.
DAM CUTE !!!!
i also got carry thh baby super cute lah.
den later work work,
i take outdoors de then ,
got two guy sit outdoor,so i took their
orders,sort of ps but no choice,
i was beside .
after tat ,went to clear plates,
den i go clear theirs, after tat wennt back.
den one of them suddenly call my name,i STUN !!
cause i dunno them...how they know my name?
he use tissue and make a rose,he say give miie
den i dunno wad to do so i smile and walk
away. but thh rose he make very nice,really.
nvr imagine such a thing will happen in
my life superrr funny.
after tat wipe everything off,clear blahblah.
help thhe people there.
actually going off tomorrow but pudding got sth on,
as her good mei,i replace her.
wennt home but actually everynite,
i superr scared as it was dark....
wooo~~~~~~
home sweet home.
tomorrow gonna be a busy day.
and tat stupid monster always nvr reply.
idiot hor,

爱情是自私的。
因为自私，所以被爱的人才会感到幸福。

no work

2009-10-26T19:05:00.000+03:00

boohoo,wake up at 6 !!!
not enough sleep lahhhh.
alarm clock so noisey de.
okay den bath and lalalalla.
on television;HOORAY got mickey mouse show.
after tat wennt to sch and got dunno wad thingy la.
tats all.

25 oct 12-10.30

2009-10-25T05:20:00.000+03:00

wah...i yesterday 3 pluss den sleep,
den oh shit,i almost late for work.....
luckily, kiwi fruit call miie ,PHIEW !!!
den i drag myself off thh bed and quickly go bath and
lalalalal.
wennt to take bus..REACHED !!!
(wow sound like i very fast)
okay den still EARLY @_@
den i suggest go thh kopitiam cause i wanna sleep.
but he saw timezone den he wennt in so i follow lah of course.
den he plae...while am still in my sleepy mood.
i so tired le,he no use brain still bring miie to so high de place.
after that ,wennt to splash as still have time.
we plae seasaw. so duper FUN.
my butt going split sia,he sit and jump den i fly and BOOM.
den later got a person say we cant plae...so BAD....
den wennt in for work...
happy tat no ahbunehneh.
started working, wennt around collect plates,
den i help cw ,he say i too fast ,keep ks him haha.
den he say to cheryl i tink, then they say i keep ks them.
haha so funny hor.
wee.............after dinner le
i check phone...DO U KNOW WHAT !!!
someone called,which i nvr expected,so i dun wish to have
too much hope on it,so i msg and say ;
did u cal miie by accident..beacuse it happen before....
wow his reply is no,he cal miie cause wanna chat.
i was like WOW !!!
but i tel pudding i shld not be tat happy rite?
cause disappointment will be bigger.
TIME to go home ppl.
den chinwee's dad going to fetch him,he ask pudding and miie
to hope on later,which i rejected.
cause like very ps mah, let ppl de papa drive back.
so i lie and say my dad is coming, i say tat because of 2 simple
reason.
1st.very de ps.
2nd, before his dad come ,pudding and cw can chat longerrr haha
i gd matchmaker bah.
reach home quite late...cause i miss a bussss...haha
chat with monster on phone ; miracle rite.
den i faster iron uni and bath....
boohoo am gonna have a beauty sleep tonite....
but 2pluss den sleep....!!

okay lah end here then.
stay happy everyone.
我不敢再抱着希望，
我怕失望会跟大。

24 oct. 5-10 pm.

2009-10-24T21:54:00.000+03:00

today coach di on his tuition hw,
mummy wennt out with sis so left miie and di.
ah di keep bully miie,use his ben10 blahblah ,
so i keep desiao him too, den later he kick miie ,
hit miie .den i shout mummy,den he say NO USE de....-.-
den i shout : shen u see him bully miie.....
suddenly i heard a sound i thought realli shen i stun tio ,
actually is my fishyy jump out de tank....
i scared sia,i faster wake my daddy up and catch put back...
after that wennt to bath and get rdy for work.
meet thomas and weixuan first ,as weixuan also wan go ssc to
buy his long pants ;hah cant imagine he gonna be ~~JUNIOR~~
SENIOR le...
oh ya ,i jux remember JU JUN BIAO !!!!
he come sg today.....am sure he will be so charming as ever .
okay reach working place.
saw some working friends.
den i only smile to them .
working in progress.....
today got a ahbunehneh, she like nvr do anything at all loh.
den kelian de cheryl , and miie must do alot.
most pekchek is i clear almost finish le ,she den act kind help miie but
actually wan miie throw thh rubbish in thhe kitchen bin....
ARGGEd.....i will be nice to you if u treat miie good too,
if not i will bite haha.yummie.
at nite ,going to be eating time, jonathan fell ;kaboom.
oh man,i guess is so pain as he cant realli stand well at that time.
and i got help him place thhe drink ;well done brenda.
den eat,ppl joke around then got a guy suddenly shake my chair
and say EARTHquake,i like gong at there.
okay after clearing everything then wennt off with jonathan,
he like so funny when walk,den i keep say him haha.
i desiao de.
den saw angelina and dunno what name de guy.
den later angelina and i accompany tat toopid gong jonathan
home.
his hse is super nice,and saw a big tank.got alot fishy too.
he realli super nice guy haha.
he drove us out til bus stop....haha actually i thought of rolling
out hehe.
walk home with angelina, then was like chatting abt jonathan and
michael,i tink they both quite nice.
den suddenly michael appear, scare mi.
den later exchange number haha.
den home sweet home.
what a tiring day.
tomorrow work whole shift , but i haven sleep leyy....
ACTIVE rite.
tomorrow got mickey mouse cartoon a not?
today i watch avatar i tink,with di lah.
he pull miie watch so i sit down le,after tat i cant get my butt off haha.
tats all for entertaining u all kiddos. OOPS.

nites,i guess is morning now....
anyway lets hope jonathan's leg get better.
希望你还是很幸福。

first day at work.5-10,2nd day 6-10.30,3rd 5-10.30

2009-10-23T08:45:00.002+03:00

time to update my little pingu bloggie i guesed.

20 oct 2009
first day went to work,
kinda scared .
know some people,
mostly are friendly like micheal, li mei and jonathan.
some are nasty too.
hmmm nid to memories thh menu short forms.
so proud of myself as i first day i already take orders.
well done brenda. (zi high)
having dinner at nite was kinda fun.
while waiting for yy,hence i eat slowly den
jonathan so funny,he take my onion ring and eat then
most funny is he can guess what am i tinking ; so BRAVO
he is.
wennt off with him first as yy still waiting for his dad.
LOL he ask miie wanna get a ride from him ,
i stun for a moment den i say dun wan lah...
he is very handsome and nice person.
while micheal is a good teacher,and he is very patient too.
li mei like er....nice and willing to teach ppl too.
what a pleasant day i had at work.
wennt home after tat den bath and do hw.
so tired tat i fell asleep.
this is why , working is good ,as i cant tink of other things.

21 oct 2009
after amazing race, wennt to work at 6.
i thought i made a mistake at work,
i took thh order but is not in thh receipt.
so i check with thh counter ,he is like so scary person.
soo he check ,luckily is his wrong not miie ;PHIEW...
abt late le den miie and pudding quite free den i saw a star,
i made 3 wish haha ,hope it will come true.
den miie and pudding eat very slow den jonathan
was abt to leave den i shout PS...den he come back and sit.
den later we went off together,
pudding take opps bus so she cross rd.
there jonathan goes again and ask miie wan him to
drive miie home mah...i smile and say no wan later
he bangg car den i die with him.so i took buss home.
so thirsty !!!
while waiting for bus, i saw micheal.
we took thh same bus and drop at thh same placce..hehe.
den he ask miie got work tomorrow i say yea,
hence i ask thh same question back.
he say ya den i say see you tomorrow den i walk homeee.
as usual ,too tired ,bath and do hw and fell asleep.

22 oct 2009
is xia0budian bdae,ppl who know miie well will
know who is xia0budian.
and HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY to LAO's MEMBER !!
you girls,must stay happy @@
wennt to ssc meet chinwee first den accompany him go up
then i later i saw yanjun den went to work together.
got a baby very cute then his daddy use phone record
his movement den i make tat baby laugh .
tat baby super kawaiii.
during dinner, li mei ask for my number, follow by cheryl tat i
jux know her today.
haha den later li mei msg miie....den ask miie check her timing,
she say if wrong she gonna kill miie haha....
chinwee insist tat his dad will drive miie home but i say nono haha.
den took busss.....weee........reach home.tadaaaa.
xia0mingxuan msg miie haha so touched,he work unil very late too....
hope he is fine .
haha i also saw my hand got blood,
i tink thh knife poke until haha,
was tired and fell asleep.

today, no go work haha.
cause got tuition wad.
den later nite bring di go wusu ?
tomorrow will be working!!!
my pingu got one wish too,
he wish monster can pass his olevel well too.

takecare everyone.
holidays are coming so everyone do enjoy.
不在去想，是我为一能做的事。
希望你的生活很快了。

jobs interview ...

2009-10-19T18:08:00.000+03:00

today wennt for interview,
w/o wenjing accompany as she consider not feeling well?
wennt with yanjun and zh and friend and friend's bro.
meet zh at bus-stop first den there come her ,den get on to busss...
reach le den saw my beloved friend and friend's bro.
den with thh help of zh,then we saw manager... and wennt in
for interview ,sort of scared and nervous as i dunno wad to do and how?
thh manager was like santa claus to miie ,PHIEW,he was quite okay person,
but i smell smoke when he walk towards us....SHHhhhh
then after tat wennt shopping for awhile and tadaa...took shelter bus home.
tomorrow will be going to work at ssc .
do drop-by and visit miie.

lots of lovee,brenda.
不该爱还是爱上了。

name teller.

2009-10-18T09:33:00.000+03:00

sleep at 3 plus tat and wake up at 8 plus...
wennt to buy sth in thh morning so tiring.
wennt to have breakfast first and we proceed to
grandparent hse.
after that we went to find thh names teller,
he see my name and say.....
u are a very stubborn person,
when am determined to do something i will do it.
but am also a person who is easily abandon by ppl....
i tink it was true enough... i didnt wish to hear this but .....
now this word is always in my mind ; abandon !!!!!

at nite,decided to msg him,but some parts of thh conversation
realli make miie wonder alot...he once say tat he wan to leave a good
impression for miie....i guess it dosent matter to him.
but luckily, pigkey accompany miie....as i always late sleep recently.
then say alot sad things man...eyes getting watery .
nvr to mention, i realli dunno why ,at nite, it wasnt like before,
having my beauty sleep and feeling secured ....
i wish i could feel thh same as before...

detailed

2009-10-16T07:19:00.000+03:00

let thh pic do thh talking.

miie and bro.

thhis pic is meant for monster de,but i guess he dont remember,last time i wennt outing with parent then

u say later got monkey den i told u i really saw it.

so took this pic for monster de.but guess you wont be seeing it anymore.

all abt doreamon; kawaii.

still got one is baby doreamon de pyjamas super cute but thh pic in my phone.

picture with my pudding.

my couple

pudding.

with my aii aii.

thh stupid undertaking for POA

panda drawn by jas but not to foget my cute little kinderjoy

my mian cute hor//

taken by jas ;my milo shuai ge.

cute

la xi xia0 xin ;nara's de

sitting alone so

watching very closely at thh moon;indeed there is changes.

wennt to eat all this at chinatown?

i also dunno where i am.not yummi de

thhis monster bearbear is for you de,although u wont be seeing.

i realli regret for being tat harsh on tat day.

but it seems too late.

我也不知如何，希望还有吗？

will post soon

2009-10-14T19:52:00.001+03:00

exam over,i flung all i guessed.
cant even study as my life was in a big mess.
it also have been a long time deceiving myself,
telling myself we are jux returning to thh stop where
we dun even know each other so its okay.
but all are jux lies to comfort myself i guess.
seriously i cant even sleep at all,
for thhe past two week was nice one,
i got sick due to walking under a very big rain
on mooncake festival and many days under rain//
got sore eyes
for (wenjing)-not because of watching porn.
jux briefly say what happen thhis few week and
more detailed will be post next round.
wennt swimming with friend and di.
exam sure fail.
draw monster bearbear.
chat with gan kor.
dunno wad pigkey say on thh phone?-wad pizza?
natalie sotong?
wennt to buy sth with dad?
den what crocodile soup?
daddy ask miie small is call crocodile den small
is call?
and i ans BIG crocodile...he laughed at miie?
set some rules for myself?
-gonna be cruel and heartless.
and others....post next time in detailed den.

AM LIVING IN A MESS right now...
无意中喜欢上你；
是我的错。

let get detailed.

2009-10-14T08:57:00.000+03:00

lets get datailed.
rewind thhe past incident.

25 sept 09
had a dream abt _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
hence woke up superr early.

27 sept 09
wake up at 7 plus...
cant sleep well...and
i 3 plus am den sleep;
wth am i doing !!!

28 sept 09
saw him but i faster turn away.

29 sept 09
saw him again ,reaction was same and
i msg him again.....which i shld not and
i finally ren for 3 days but....

30 sept 09
its him again !!!
but this time i nono nsg him.

2 oct 09
i really decided to sto messaging him,
as i dun wish to see that appear inh my dream
to come true.

3 oct 09
is thh third dream i had.
hais.
wennt swimming with wenjing ,
first time ley ,dammn shy cause like
......den we eat den thhe egg like superr
big de.
play around then 3 guys keep looking den
we like how to get up?
drenched home finally.

4 oct 09
fully one month the happiness gone.
was sick ,i guessed due to many reason...
and lastly i had a 4th dream again.....

5 oct 09
had a bigbig quarrel with parent....
stayed in thh room like whole dae..
but i did nothing in thh room .
msg him because i remembered last time,
when i quarrel with parent,he is thh one tat
accompany miie but now no longer anymore.

6 oct 09
so weird,i usually wont sick no matter
how hard i tried but when i dun wish i will.
geo exam ,i cant finish ...

7 oct 09
you know wad,i thought i will be superr
happy today .
reason is he called.
but in exam i off my phone den i msg him
later and ask him,he say he pressed accidentally,
at thh point of time i couldnt describe thhe kind
of disappointed.

9 oct 09
it had been 2 days i nvr msg him.
i felt very long but i..........

11 oct 09
msging with gan kor....actually dunno wad rubbish
we saying.

post next time.

thursdae

2009-09-24T02:34:00.000+03:00

once again is thursday,
anyway let post abt past few dae.

Tuesdae,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to LAO's family
wishing u all always happy.
got summary test...;simply wont pass,
nvr do properly at all.
after sch got poa tuition.
tadaa;another tiring day.
saw his facebook ,i realli give upp,
when i look at it,
super sad to see sth ....hais.

wednessdae,
wennt sch as usual,
reach classroom ,den go lappy to do
thh stupid math survey ,i keep ask tat teacher
to help miie do....
P.E lesson ,
had fun because can vent everything,
had a bump with friend....
i tink la i tink injured my sec one fall down de
injury;nice bah.
geo lesson,cher no come.
den always no give back test paper ;hais.
PG and FT,wennt offf to do P.E survey at AVA.
sit beside danial was a wrong choice man,
i nvr read thh question den he read
den i heard tat which teacher i like most,
deni put mr chan and mr koh....
later i read thh question is what thing abt P.E i
dislike ....i was like STUPID danial....
wennt back to class den do thh ketupat...
i nvr seems to do rite.
but my hubby know how do.
jaslyn took miie and him den pic den
later i addict le den also go take pic with
aii aii,pudding,and hubby.
and today i saw yss 3 handsome guy sia.
they are real handsome.

nite,bring di to tuition ,
thh moon was dam beautiful,
thh cloud around 6 plus pm was nice too.

thh love show do le...
my stupid idiot ass hand go msg him ,
why am i so stupid, i thought i gonna let go,
i thought i will be brave like last time ,
i thought i can forget everything .
everything was jux what i thought.

thursday.
wake up at 5.55am.
while tieing my hair i spot thh horoscope book..
is my believe towards tat horoscope.
it wasnt very good abt miie....
going to bring tibits for my friends....cause
when young mummy always say ,
must share share but...
love can nvr be share;i jux learnt it.
i shld let go le;

HAPPINESS seems await miie ,
why has it become so far away.
everything was just too late;

early

2009-09-20T17:22:00.000+03:00

didnt have good sleep really tirred.
yesterday nite i use hard way,
i keep asking him alot of question tat he cant ans.
his last reply was abt 12plus.
i 1 plus den sleep .....wondering....
5 plus woke up msg again ....
8 plus wennt out ,with renhong accompanied
on phone.
reach there den saw weiming,stunn tio.
den later rh say he wanna eat too ,
so help him buy too.
meet at 732 to pass him.
superr tired.
in thh end parent wanna go 925 eat....
waste my effort go but.....but nvm at least i gain sth
which ish TIRED !!!gonna tired myself.
wennt to grandparent hse ...
continus to msg him and kept asking.
but eventually i say i wont disturb him anymore...
at thh point of time i was realli abt to burst into tears;
but i didnt.
wennt northpoint aft tat....
plae timezone .
plae catching and blind mice with di.
reach home;
got soccer...first thing came to my mind was
to inform him ...hesitated ,
but i did...
i realli dunno how to be heartless...
i keep asking rh kill miie bah....
tats all;bye

IS he jux a GUST OF WIND;
tat only passes by .
i really hope nothing had happen before;
hoping tat everthing was jux a bad dreams.
miserable felt

star.

2009-09-19T09:06:00.002+03:00

yesterdae nite ,
was looking at thh star; it was beautiful.

didnt have any good sleep nowadays.

wake up and sleep wake up and sleep.

7 plus woke up ,wennt to the kitchen den

saw thh sky quite unique de so took pic of tat.

renhong called,so chatted .
wennt for tuition ,from 9 until 12 ....
superr long.
aft tat wennt home ,it was raining !!!
but it simply fun plaeing under thh rain.
can forget everything for awhile.
puddle of rain i jumpjumpjump ...
i saw a small baby dammn kawaii
cause not all baby got baobao look,
but he has.

maybe my horoscope was rite;
it say; let go , is not easy as ABCD
but i was so thick-skin to msg ,
i lost thh courage ,i tink lah.
i tink ,i tink and i tink.

hope later tat something could cheer miie upp.
oh ya come upon my facebook ,
jux know a junior ,jerald.
i was stun man,he knew so much abt miie...but
i dun even know any single thing abt him?
am i too gong?
i realli feel so ps when i know nth but him and he knew
so much abt miie.
is he my fans?
tats all.bye

AM I SILLY?
or AM I STUPID?
silence was you;

tired

2009-09-18T09:53:00.001+03:00

2nd post of thh day.

on 16 sept,we do maths thingy all those pic ish my art....

i draw all this on my friend project too.

but well this was my project with friend de...

nice bah.i wennt around drawing other ppl de paper den teacher say will put up

at the class ,i was like oh shit ....i write alot of stupid thing.

(ish over but i jux wan post as it is cutee )

anyway today wheather is so blue.super nice rite de pic.....

having poa test today,den wenjing and jas keep telling ppl i like danial ....

so ....i say for fun sia ,i always anyhow say ....

mother tongue lesson was fun,chatting with my twins.

den i climb thh table den she keep say must girl lah...

den i was okayokay .

after that,

wennt home from other way with wenjing and jas ,go by de jiemin side ...

den chatchat..saw a cute little boy den i say to him ,eh my friend say u handsome..

den i say she flirting ,she say ish i talk to tat small guy de.....

anyway i send wenjing to bus-stop sia.

and waited for her bus to come;so nice of miie

but my milo haven finish and i press den splash on my uniform....

gtg ,am making myself tired !!!

gone and nvr be back ,bye//

yesterday

2009-09-18T02:05:00.000+03:00

yesterdae,wennt for badminton,okay lah say my real motive first;
my real motive is to tired myself ;pro bah.
reach there ,if i not wrong weixuan cal miie but i on full blast music...
so cant hear him til he walk infront of miie.
wennt up to new indoor upup with thh company of binghong.
den, alot bangala upstair den i tink cant use,wennt down and saw
weixuan ,siyu, stubborn they insist to go up....in the end same.
another stubborn addy also go up....(i tink)
later sitted at thh bench see ppl plae bb.
den started chatting .
i really pei fu my junior for his spirit of loving tat girl so much,
he really wow like super good sia.
he realli very forgiving ;thumbs upp.
wennt up to hall later den plae bad......
i plae keep plaeing so tired le.
aft which them wennt plae frisbee.
pigkey and wm join them,den wm hit until siyu,
her reaction super funny ,she knee down sia.
after drinking a packet of milo, i wennt off first...
slack at thh bus stop opp jiemin waiting for di.
reach home,
i must say i very tired.....den later studyy ,do hw and
watch my favourite show den study until one plus,i fall asleep.

i guess today i will tired myself again !!!
SILENCE again.

so long

2009-09-17T02:43:00.001+03:00

it have been so long since i last posted.
start with thh one week break...
went to my cousin hse in malaysia....
den blahblahblah.
back.
first message i reply was monster,
super happy at tat time.(but now no longer)
den started to do hw...
parent dun let miie use com as exam are coming,
so cant post much.
erm...got to know 2 new friend ,
but onli in contact with renhong.

4september'09
although was late with u,
but am very happy.
haha i slap you.
this dae was really a happy once.

14september'09
sense thh changed !

15 september'09
have a check in thh morning,
got caught ...all those stupid teacher say i dye hair...
mood wasnt tat well,so i jux say call my parent la.
den she ask miie go to thh front...LOL !!!!
den i tell other cher,den he say ask parent write letter....
thh changing ish getting obvious !

16 september'09

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY with my LAOGONG !!!
love you forever ever.

in thh morning,no i shld say from yesterdae til now,
or i shld say,last time u would say spam more.
but today morning u say dont spam leh.damm lag.
wow super hurting sia.
it is really like last time,whenever i started to msg first ,
thh ending ish simply like last time.
tat ish thh reason why i choose not to msg ppl first.
u always tink tat ish an excuse tat i always dun msg u first,
but i.......i..............
maybe all this happened because of thh last call,
and maybe some harsh thing i said....
am realli so frustrated with myself .
i realli tink so long what i shld say...
and i finally say a word of sorry and i tink tat would
be thh last courage i use.

i promised,or i shld say this would be thh final and
i hope i wont ---e any
one throughout my secondary life.

happiness is like a thin piece of ice,
bye//

i thought.

2009-08-29T08:48:00.000+03:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY with my beloved Aii Aii ♥

&
HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY with my beloved Puding ♥

hope happiness fall on both of you .muacks

today was a rainy day for my eyes,
when i come upon my facebook.
i thought my eyes would be stronger,
after yesterdae chat with my friend.
but,after reading everything...,
looking through those messages,
everything tat happen once,i.....
but nvm i always told myself
in sch i had to be strong ,smile and laugh
and i did it.
but lately, i had been so stress up ,
but i didn't bother to even tell my friend much.
because everyone had their own problem,
self-kept is thh best of all.
and i didnt expect minor things would make miie
so guilty and after saying sorry it doesnt seems enough
to you,i nvr expect u to use wtf is this.but nvm.
hais
everyone seems to has strong and weak side of them.
but last two weeks til now,ppl had been attacking
my weak side,but i promised to be strong in sch.
with my laughter !!ahHA

i thought everything will be alright,
but i was too naive , it wasnt tat simple.

anyway sorry readers for wasting thh time to read
such a post.

let miie post some pictures bah.

thh rest of thh pic will post next round,
bye;

ahha

2009-08-28T19:22:00.002+03:00

woke up ,
message monster to wake him.
what a responsible owner u have; ai SEH.
familiar with this word bah aiSEH.

hmmm actually wan send sis to bus stop but
i gonna late.
wennt sch first.
wennt to class and suddenly a loud
"BOO" scare miie. and say SNAKE SNAKE.
so i shouted.
morning exercise uhhs?
todae my class got new student called ;mr snake.
haha,
after tat i also go scare ppl haha,
aii aii duper scared haha...
den niresha was late den i was like ah HA scare her man;
dun waste .
den i throw thh snake to her she shout haha BRAVO...
cute lah thh snake.
WAIT,why am i so plaeful?
nvm tats miie.

erm den later poa...
wenjing bring ~~yummi~~ food to sch.

physic lesson;check scores and learn
convection plus others.

after recess,
wennt lap and do survey.
after which wennt back for geo lesson.

chinese lesson ;
bernard ask miie sit beside him cause he wan
quarrel with miie haha so i go sit beside wan quarrel de
but super funny,i talk cher no scold miie ,he talk one word
cher scold him le haha;
chinwee and i was like laughing.
and i asked wenjing to join along and sit down .

den after sch ,
some friends have 3 on 3 bb match; GAMBATTE !!
wennt for chinese tuition at sch ,time up wennt
to bb court .
i watch 2 match tat i wish to watch ; Contented .
after tat rush to my tuition
AM TIRED.

7.30pm
bring di to wusu.
sat there do nothing.
except chat awhile .
home sweet home.
saw thh facebook am extremely agitated,
how can u write such a thing....why cant u jux understand.

tomorrow free den post pictures bah.

haha

2009-08-27T18:49:00.000+03:00

Hope dezhi was fine,and free from police;

today wake up...
officially sick...hhahha
wennt to bath and prepare myself
later go'ing to meet friends.
took medicine before i wennt out.

meet them after tat gather and sat under my block,
studying chemistry cox got test.
study so hard but thh test only like 25 minutes.
but argged not feeling well.

nvm.
after sch wennt home and go for my cca.
was simply not feeling well,and ppl keep pissed miie off.
i keep smack and jux feel like making myself tired....
to numb everything.
thh moment i saw him,am filled with guilty,i hope nvr to see
him again,unless things turn out better.dun wish to say le
skipskip.

after cca,at
6 wennt off thh sch and sat at thh bus-stop
opp jiemin till 6.45 like tat, COOL.
sick was fun.
ah HA.

oh ya dezhi was fine,phiew.
hmm chionging my tuition homework;

finally

2009-08-26T18:48:00.000+03:00

WEDNESDAY

love thh p.e todae.
but i super not feeling well.
but nvm.
plae basketbal during p.e superrr
hyperrr !!!

but after tat NOT......
after sch waited for
geokteng mummy,puding and aii aii
cause they doing class deco.
while waiting i thought of taking pictures.
haha i took with them.....

post at next post bah....

birthdae

2009-08-25T10:29:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DANIAL.
he ish a superr funny guy tat make our class
filled with laughter !!!
anyway monrning,
wennt down with sis..super happy,
dunno why.
i ask her send miie to thh front block...den later
she say i nvr send her to bus-stop....den she say
i always must ealy go ,surely wont send her there.
in thh end i did i did hor...

todae ish a wet wet coldcold day.
study study stduy.
ah ha i suddenly got a message .
ish from xia0mingxuan.
haha once in a life time we msg sia.
den i say what motive he had...
den he say jireh say he saw miie....
i hope he dun anyhow say things to
xia0mingxuan ,if not i
tiao jing huang he ye xi bu qing haha.

den todae sing bdae song to danial.
after sch,wennt to basketball court,
for thh teachers day filming.....
i cant dun go if not later mr tan will scold bah.
not many go ,got some only.

after tat wennt home..
blogging right now.
keep tinking of something...
why 1+1=3?
reason being ish,
it is like life ,ish complicated ;

byee;

lost count at bus-stop//

2009-08-24T15:11:00.001+03:00

wennt to ~~rooftop~~ classroom...
english--i got pay attention;BRAVO !!

chinese--kristi bring some food and share with us,
in no time thh food gone.

geo--damm moody,i failed my test.
i got only 5over 10. cher say must at least 65%.
highest 8 over 10...
gonna retest.why cant i jux do well....

recess.

physic--started to be plaeful le....
keep disturbing wenjing haha...
i force her to reply my message and moreover
we jux sit next to each other.
i hide her ruler haha den snatch her things and
i use liquid draw on her table....
tel u a secret she like changhong haha....
haha fun fun ; oh no i become so plaeful and naughty le.
she also got bully miie loh wan bite ppl...

cdl--chat and play.

math--do ws....and i become good girl again.
QUEK YILIN i good girl.

here are some pic....
i will post abit here.

haha spot miie.(tio captured)

thh-lemon tea(evidence)

next time den post more ,not enough time.
wennt to new hall for cca.
pissed off by tat guy....
but nvm am cool down now...
forgive and forget but dun over my limit.

i saw him;goodbye

finally

2009-08-23T15:27:00.000+03:00

FINALLY,i changed my blogskin and more ~~more~~.....

superrr proud of myself .

well done,brenda ~~NOT.~~

and special thanks to wenjing for

helping miie to do all this while.

THANKS.

what happen has already happen ,

i will walk and see;

anway forget to post

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

to LAO's family on 22 AUGUST'09//

hope peacful and joy to everyone,lao members.

hais

2009-08-23T04:59:00.000+03:00

finally i had thh courage to say SORRY.
but well,obviously he ish stil angry and
i learn sth.
human changes drastically,
i nvr expect he would say such a thing.

but i finally had thh courage to say sorry,
have been guilty for quite some times.
i have to say everybody make mistake,
i didnt even had a chance to
explain,and u already did sth i nvr expected.

since u already say u dunno miie ,
den ish obvious i know wad to do.
since u hate mie so much den i will disappear
from your life. If this ish thh ending u wish to
see den i shall grant you.

thh feeling sucks,i hate it.
DISAPPEAR IN YOUR LIFE IS THH BEST CHOICE,
i finally know why last time my friend say tat.

anyway,todae jaslyn birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYN !!!
her lovely 15.

hehe

2009-08-21T19:49:00.000+03:00

hi reader.
actually kinda happy abit cause my blog finally ish
better now.{thanks wenjing}
wennt sch as usual,was kinda late abit too.
but nvm no offence slip;safe.
todae have physic test and wad,
i did not study yesterdae..kinda tired cox of badminton.
but i hope i will pass.
chinese also have test.
after tat end sch...BUT..
will be having chinese remedial,
ORAL!!!...
wennt to find bernard at bb court ,
so funny......
after oral , chiong homee and wennt tuition.
thh cher trap miie there for hours man!!
pigu tong....
bring di to wusu,4th story todae,
i stand throughout...
home sweet home.
NEWS
-tomorrow ish LAO's members anniversary !!!
MEMBERS
"kristi"
"Wenjing"
"Geokteng"
"Jaslyn"
"Natalie"
"Brenda"{miie !!}
"Yapyee"
"Miaomiao"
tada tats abt all//
perhaps if tomorrow have time i will start posting
pictures...

note : will be changing to private blog soon,
due to some reasons.

THREADS OF DESTINY;
~~signoff.~~

wednessdae

2009-08-19T18:31:00.000+03:00

todae got test...
i got studyy !!! ABIT onli haha got tricked.

P.E was bored todae argged ~~
blahblahblah....
assembly.
was kinda bored but finally can go to hall..
but also missed thh role plae ;FUN~

wennt homee..
everybody was homed except di stil in sch...
di ish somehow coughing....i wonder when will be miie?
wennt to northpoint with them,
eat,i saw addy(nvr say hi).....nvm
continue ,chat....shop and going
home saw keith ...
oh ya he came sch...thh hand like pig hand le..

homed-
did nothing,

anyway
thh song; bu gou cheng shou
quite nicee, nice meaning behind it.
go listen __ http://www.1ting.com/player/1f/player_243020.html
listen and i will lovee u all more haha!!!

BRENDA sucks!!!
she didnt have much happy life
recently...
hope things will change
for a better.//
SUPPERRRR UNhappy.

forget everyone ish thh-best CHOICE.

BU GUO CHENG SHOU -lovely !!

oh no

2009-08-18T14:34:00.000+03:00

oh gosh....
i tink monster also angry miie....
thh way he sound wow fierce....
MONSTER ish going to eat ppl up,
lets run !!!
SHHHhh dun tel him !!!
what shld i do???

ish like ice-cream added to more
and more topping...
hope ice-cream faster melt and
topping fall onto thh ground.

hope superman come save miie!!!!
suddenly tink of my tweety song again...
Am a tweety strawberry and there were de...
i know my name but dunno my age ,
i love tweety strawberry were de !!!

poa--i sit with my couple den we all join table,
5 in a row ;pro bah..

chem--copying notes.

CDL--chatting all thh way.

recess,see them plae basketball but saw someone
tat spoil miie and wenjing mood....

maths--got new book,must do den while doing we
discuss...got amirol,danial,wenjing and miie.

english--do ws...sleeping den finally i got caught!!

chem--half sleep.

music--do thh project den finish .

wennt bookshop buy ruler and orange pen...
nice pen...

thh rest aft sch de already stated...
bye

if there ish a choice

2009-08-18T10:14:00.000+03:00

someone bdae,
but actually dun wan message de cause,
i tink he ish angry with miie ...
i no guts to do so.
den his friend ask miie i know hisbdae a not,
i simply reply;Shit forget.
actually nvr forget but jux send forget lo.
cause i realli dun dare message but after tat,
i still did message him...
i also say ps i late send...
u know wad he reply...
he say Nvm....i dont really care.
see i knew it.
beyond words
anyway happy bdae,enjoy your dae.

jux feel like killing myself and tats it man.
so tat i wont do anything wrong to anyone
so tat i wont feel tat guilty,
so tat.....i wont tink so much.
hais.
i have been keeping many things to myself,
ish not easy...but prob ish like topping,
keep increasing...

if there ish a CHOICE,
i hope i nvr regret wad i did.

...

2009-08-15T07:24:00.003+03:00

yesterdae wennt to tuition after sch den later
after tuition wennnt home.
den go find my didi.
later bring him to wusu den saw ...
he go slap his friend den thh spect drop so funny.
den monster use his monster phone to call..
yesterdae my monster officially become my boyfriend.
14 August 2009.

den yesterdae nite..hor...
i fall asleep den my boyfriend....take thhe
chance and call other girls..he somemore tel miie
ish 3 lorh....flirting stil dare tel miie...
den now he deny....he say he faithful to miie...
boyfriend steal eat..(convert to chinese yourself)
= nan you tou chi...
ah...u betray miie first.
he say he now very hungry den ask miie to buy food for him
he ask miie to cook for him..i forget wad i say le
done by monster and miie.

but we chat den 8 words came into my mind again...
hais.....

anyway i got a new pet
on 13 august 2009
-pigkey

sian

2009-08-12T14:08:00.000+03:00

hi reader,
here to update my blog again,
seems dead again....

feel like going to M.I.A again...
hais ...
anway todae kena spot check...
i go pin my hair ...so ass.

P.E was kida fun as we plae badminton.
somehow didnt really plae well,
hand super pain....
tomorrow will have cca i hope no tournament
cause it hurts...

recess was plaeing ball with LAO members and
some ex classmates//

maths
having test...i guess i fail le....
suddden blank....

geo
i keep disturbing ppl..
keep bleah my classmate...,
so fun...

den assembly ,we had thh idiot talk....
den tio sabo den do role plae...
i act as girlfriend,
geokteng act as my boyfriend...

we acted according to thh paper...
somehow very seductive.
we acting den they go record video....
anway more or laughing,and those background music.
whoo~~~
kissing ish thh best part...
haha u all small kids cnt show u all....
anyway actually wanted to post thh video,
but thh blog suckss...
if wan see den look for miie bahh!!!!

To be loved,
than to love someone.
jian dan aii~

u shattered everything,
it takes months,years to build thh bonding,
u took jux one message to damage everything.
un-explain feelings.

suoper unhappy

2009-08-09T09:52:00.000+03:00

SUPER unhappy//
only monster know wad happen..
he cheer miie upp...

but mood was super not good...
dun wish to reply ppl much too...
am sorry for those i nvr reply much..

i jux hope to be thh happiest girl in life but
why must unhappy things continuously fall on miie.

anyway chat with monster at late nite..
he sound super sleepy ...
pig monster ish like tat de...
SHHhhh cnt tel him.

nah....SUPER SAD !!!!!!

anyway ish national dae...do enjoy everyone.

HAPPYBDAE BINGHONG

2009-08-08T09:35:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE to BINGHONG//
his dae of life...
15 bdae bash !!!

anyway todae got tuition ...
den later bring do to swimming pool...
lol
a girl suddenly approach miie...
STUN!!!
ask for my num den say her friend wan...
i tried to act blur le..but she keep stand there...
so no choice i gave....
didi buiy ICE CREAM haha...
wennt to bus stop..waiting for bus so obvious.
den later bus came but di stil eating so cnt go..
tat guy suddenly call...
den i ans he say wan come find miie...he run out of swimming pool...
he spy miie den say where i am i scared tio..den run ...
i hide where he also can see so eerie....
den later bus came i chiong upp....
PHIEW!!!
but he run to thh next bus stop...den i say if he dare come up i dun
friend him so he did not...
haha
i won...

but tat stupid monster keep say last long...
am going to kill him hahax}
i dun even know him well last pi lorh haha

oh ya i listen to 933 radio den say
sth which i find it quite nice ish...
wishing someone happiness,especially ish
someone u like ,means u are forgiving yourself too,
every little moment u shared ,
at least it was a beautiful ones.

enterprise

2009-08-07T07:48:00.000+03:00

woke up at 5.30 cant believe actually i did.
bath and prepare myself...
6.30 went out le..
meet wenjing and yilin.
wennt sch together.
wenjing and i run to chinru hse to get sth,
and enterprise dae ish todae....

well super funny lorh.
after packing everything up,
chatted with ssw and kk at canteen den ...
later wan go home...
den dunno they wan challenage running?
den i put thh glass jar down but it broke....
den i go touch haha...BLOOD ozing out...
keep flowing out haha look hand look super cute?
den ai ai accompany miie to wash hand...
mrchan saw,louis saw and she bring miie to :g.o
den mr phua help miie treat my hand...
he super funny lah...
he say:not i wan hold your hand...no choice...
i sian diao...
den later he push my head sia...
3 time...cause he say i keep saying rubbish.
cause i tel him tat wow this news would be a nice post.
haha.
aft tat he use cotton wool!!!
wad thh ...cotton wool will stick..
den blood cnt stop..he say
maybe cut until vein haha cool?
i wan post thh reddish blood but toopid com
keep cnt post pic....
den later wennt walk home...
with ssc..nonono ish ssw and kk..
and wm dunno where he pop up de
anyway i todae saw monster...he own miie sweet...
went home le and later bath den took thh cotton wool,
wa it indeed stick..haha

hope my handddy recover soon...
tada...xxpp

wheee

2009-08-04T10:15:00.000+03:00

ello,reader.
here to broadcast to you what happen
todae.
morning call and wake monster up and...
he go eat breakfast...
one dae he late den he know haha.

wennt to class first yeah..
waited to get into poa class.
miss hew keep scolding during thh class.
how i wish i am in mr lek class.
den miss hew say those who dun have go borrow
from 4/3,4/6,4/7...lucky i decided to
bring todae...if not i dunno how sia..

recess wennt plae ball,with LAOmembers,
haha this time got PUDING together..!!
but sad to say my bubble dunno wad happen..
super pain.
wennt up to class take off shoes...
dun worry no air pollution de okayy..
den mummy devil say must cut...
so i cut..wah
super pain..den got abit blood haha.
after sch wennt to look for chewjoke haha.
den discuss enterprise again...

anyway enterprise dae ish drawing near...
am super worried as things are not well equiped.
firstly the icecream for float ish seriosly a big
problem...
UNLESS there ish a saviour help !!!
2ndly,haven got thh machine from my friend...
THIRDLY,thh cookies,its super tasty BUT....
cant bake so much in a few dae...
SUPER WORRIED!!!!!
alot things haven buy...
am going to buy later....
hais...how i wish someone can help miie
up for thh ice cream so tat will not melt easily..

anyway readers,help miie by BUYING on tat dae!!!
thanks alot.lots or lovee.

wads wrong.

2009-08-03T16:50:00.002+03:00

wennt sch as usual...
with BRND new dae.
BRAND NEW WENJING BAG..
BRAND NEW WEEK...
BRAND NEW SHOES....
Morning at PARADE SQUARE!!! cool...

LAME !!!
miie lame...
no choice..
but have to act...happppy.

anway recess plae ball with
some LAO members.
kinda fun....
but aii aii accidently hit until miie...
but ish okay..hope my ear ish okay and hope
my face wont ugly further...
already so ugly ...dun ugly more...haha.
but sorry puding nvr accompany you...
aft tat .....my leg got BUBBLE!!
aft sch ler waiting for poa lesson...
too my surprised only my class...
3N2 guaii tats included miie !!!
wennt for badminton...
saw kheng siang..with KFC hhaha
actually dunno go forwad...maybe jux love going there
for thh sake of weather.

todae got tournament for lower sec..
den i know alot of sec one boyy...
cute lorh...i support one guy...
den later i support other guy he
DIAO miie...i so innocent...haha !!
maybe tat thh joyous thing i had there...
thh sec one brighten up my dae..
and monkey too.

walk home...
had some misunderstanding bah...
hais dun wan say...
i only could say...
i already say wan be friend a not...?
den u give such reply...
i damm ....
fine le..
i tink tat if our friendship ish so easily to break
den i got nth to say le..

anyway kk still owe miie creamycreamy starbuck.
....

walk home alone...haha monster message miie...
at thh rite time...haha he SUPER NICE>>

dunno bubble can cut mah?...

thanks to monster ,brightens upp my dae!!!

smile

2009-08-01T10:35:00.001+03:00

jux deleted thh nasty post tat i post jux now.
reflected and i know wad i can do le.

anyway this morning wennt for tuition ...
abt 3 hours...
kinda rotting at home...
ask di follow miie to buy lunch...
he keep bully miie...in public so ps...
den tat two guy keep laughing...lol..
superr embarrassing.

later going to bring di out soon.

ahma....
i super happy....
u get wad i mean?

anyway will be changing thh cute song...
cause they say i childish..
i mature de lorh....

tada

2009-07-31T12:11:00.000+03:00

todae wennt sch...
listen to music...
actually todae dun wan go sch but got test....
no choice.
POA
wad thh hell some ppl can go other class...
i also wan ...
i dun wan miss hew teach !!!!!
poa fail-ing in progress...
PHYSIC
haha gotton mark and i got 21 over 25...
so stupid....
recess.
OH NO...
geo le....TEST!!!!!
haha anyway over le!!
MT also test....
hope i score well haha.

after sch got tuition den go library....
read books....i choose CHILDISH books haha.
den later aft natalie do finish test we took pictures...
due to com de blogger got prob,pic will post next time....
haha seems like i own alot pic...haha
oh ya monster de ice lemon tea pic i also owe....

anyway todae was kinda fun...
with aii aii , puding ,devil mummy,LAOzhang and
LAOlin.

HOPE aii aii faster recover from coughing!!!

haha tat stupid monster dota-ing....
den ps miie!!!!
SHHHhhh dun tel him i say him ;haha.

anway enterprize dae ish coming....
do SUPPORT miie oh...
MUACKSSSS!!!!

oh ya todae first dae with BEN XIAN SHENG !!!6.10pm

postda

2009-07-30T12:36:00.000+03:00

wake up bath le feeling so sleepy
decided to sleey again haha...
den monster call...chat awhile also..

wennt out super early in thh
morning ,
buy SWEET!!!
ish so gummie...

go sch ...meet twm,
listen to his joke..
mostly dunno wad he say i on full blast radio.
anway saw couple and my couple help miie take
classkey.
haha get back to class and forget wad i do le...
den go home time...haha

kinda dunno wan go cca mah..
cause of last week but still decided to go as
inter-class tournament ish coming.

hais...disappointment again...my friends are all unhappy.
no mood...
so kinda hais...but nvm never say out tat time..trying my best to make
her laugh but FAILED...maybe she really very no mood...
suuupper sad abt this ...

anyway lucky monster call...haha
i ask him help miie choose water...
he dun believe i got buy so i going to post and show u de!!!
bleahhhhhh....

but too bad blogger not in good condition.
will post next time !!!

woo hoo

2009-07-29T12:44:00.000+03:00

todae super happy...
my blog everything ish back...yeah!!!
can put colours and picture too !!!haha
haha and sure i will post back last time pic...!!

morning ...duper sleepyy...
perhaps yesterdae very late sleep .
study geo....but in thh end todae no test teehee nvm.

wennt sch as usual...
to class den sit and on MUSIC!!!
every morning do thh same.....

natalie got come !!!muackss lah she ish fine.
wennt geo class den mrchia no come...
super cute teacher came in....
she ish realli dammn cute !!!
KAWAII!!

todae got sexualtalk ....so dun ask miie why my class no go hall
i repeat many times le,
den wennt to 1/7 find a guy name jeremy,
i desiao him...i tel him he must go caning hahah
but no lah den ask him come my class as
counsellor wan find him....
super funny tat i disturb him.
den later do project at canteen....
chatted with niresha ,haha i dig alot secret !!yeahyeah.
hope mummy geokteng recover soon.
oh ya saw my tang tang todae....
he lazy pig....SHHHhhhh//

todae ish my first dae with aii aii !!
todae also thh dae i with my puding!!!
dont snatch any away from miie or else i BITE !!!

get well soon.

2009-07-28T11:16:00.000+03:00

todae went to sch ....
met him not meet de.
....kinda jux dun wish to talk...
seriously i really dun wish to talk to any guys..
unless ish myy ....haha.

wennt sch den go class room listen to radiio and songg.
geokteng mummy no come so sadd;she got fever...
den gotch thh enterprize dae bazaar form..
decided to open upp a stall but not sure yet...
if u guys got any idea den do msg miie and tel miie oh!!
anyway if really open do support.
aft tat wennt to poa lesson...
kinda blurr at there so gong dunno what teacher teach at all.
i sleep teacher dunno....
jux wondering why....i always sleep seldom got caught...
maybe my sleeping style pro...hehee..
wan learn from miie?
chem lesson...copy notes...
cdl lesson go com lap one,we changed teacher!!!!
tat teacher damm CHIO!!!!
if i a guy i sure jio de..superr pretty.
recess.
after recess math...so ws..haha and i keep take wenjing
thing and hide...haha i hide at uniform ,she dunno
super fun haha!!!
will hide more de...sit beside miie u so poor thing.
who ask u yesterdae make my ruler spoil haha!!!
eng--do compre;later 3 got eng tuition...

NATELIE fever!!!
oh goshh...but she dun wan go home..
since morning already fever...nonon
ish yesterdae.
i in the end ask her go home....!!!
so worried abt her cause she go down alone...
anyway oops i left my pen in her bag while helping
her in packing her bag...haha .
anyway her mummy pick her home.quite relief le.

chem again..copy notes..
MUSIC!!!!
tat teacher i always disturb her de...i todae ask her for burger!!
first time ice-cream 2nd time satay 3rd time burger...
haha 4th.....erm SWEET!!!! TANG
aft sch call mummy and i sha jiao...
ask mummy can go mac with friendss...
in thh end i sha jiao success!!!
saw kheng siang,say hi tada.
late le....run back to sch..den pen drop
almost car bang miie !!!BOOMBAA...
jas left her wallet there den she dunno...she busy
stealing thh class key from miie de...den later miao and i
keep her wallet she thought lost den run back find....
run super fast...wondering if her 2.4 tat fast sure GOLD !!
latelate...den mark wb...den end le~~~

had a wondering meal with my friends and
ish good friends muackss!!!

here hoping my BELOVED geokteng mummy and
BELOVED besti natalie will recover soon !!!!

but hope later will be a happi time too??
dunno bah...

hais

2009-07-27T17:56:00.000+03:00

MOOD WAS SUPER DUPER BAD,SAD,DISAPPOINTMENT
and MEMORIES FLEW BACK !!!

wennt sch as usual...
decided not to meet him le,
be alone ish thh best.

reach sch den wennt to class,
on music and somehow morning flu bah.
den ahma tink i cry...
den i say flu and sneeze bah.

enlish lesson..have test on summary.
chinese lesson..i got pass up zuowen thumbs upp
BRAVO.
geo lesson but teach ss todae...having test on wed;
so fast dun even have time to study.
recess,
next physic bah...wennt to lapp.
cher angry cause i tink he pekchek;weirdoo
cdl lesson do project...
maths...go through ws and do correction.
finally home sweet home..
after tat wennt out wif mummy ,eat lunch together..
i treat lorh...good girl.
aft tat took buss to yishun stadium...
mood was still fine...except tat frien keep snatch friend.
reach there ...sit alone at thh usual place ..
whenever i unhappy i will go there.
look at thh sky .
it was so beautiful...but rain le...
wennt back to stadium take temperature..
wad thh 34.8 degree..how can tat be
second try 33.4 more worst ..
cold blooded,
got training.
tat scolding by..hais.
den jux wennt off..and go back to my unhappy place.
this time not along with kahyin and rq.
super duper unhappy...
later walk home den he got talk to miie...
i was like how HOW?how shld i ans him...
den i jux act cant listen...
MUSIC BLAST!!!
but i can hear tat STUPID tanweiming say miie !!!!
anyway later walk seperate way as we ignorrrr them.
and i saw sth make miie feel more worst..
but tats secret..
anyway in fact todae not feeling well but aft tat quite piss off
by somethings so wennt running and running .
i even bang thh pole (ish on purpose de )
u can ask kahyin,
reach np..she go meet her mummy so walk alone home.
anyway thanks felicia her sweet !!
but seriously todae seems to had a great fall.

A FALL tat not easily to stand up.

queenstown

2009-07-26T15:57:00.000+03:00

BOO!!!
haha back back....

todae was kinda fun.
morning wake up early even though,
yesterdae nite cant sleep well.
kind of tinking alot yesterdae nite,
till 2 pluss.
nvm.
todae wennt eat at s11.
aft tat took train to queenstown.
den dunno took taxi to where haha.
den alighted.saw a long bridge...
i thought was nothing but....
link to mount faber so long.
but it was superrr fun todae..
let photo do thh talking later...
haha so funny todae ish tat monster go fishing...
but monster fish nothing haha...
u know why...cause fish scared tat MONSTER !!!
haha ...
anyway reach home den go out...
buy bdae cake;plae with eunice...
,celebrate daddy early bdae first.
superrr duperr fun walking todae

but SORRY cant post pic ...com got problem....
will post back next time;PROMISED!!

saturdae.

2009-07-25T18:33:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BDAE;CHINWEE,his sweet 15!!BASH HIM...

wennt tuition early morning.
half way through tuition saw daddy,
outside thh house,oh gosh...
haha forget to bring money and pay cher.
dad complain to her....
lol
say abt relationship....
den later i tio counsel.
INNOCENT de...
nvm..
wennt to swimming pool bring litle boyy.
den use phone ...
haha
monster call miie !!!
haha pick upp and chat awhile..
first time kinda scaryy.
but okay lah onli abt 15 minutes.
but was fun chatting with him.tadaaa.
he joker too...
den he go bath~~smelly haha jkjk.
saw dingfu too..sian...
tat guy..oh man.but nvm pretend nvr see.
dad and mum and sis came too ...
they say wan spot check i got with any guy anot..
LOL~~
lucky i innocent.
but somehow at nite...
~~msg miie and ask miie weather he shld choose
any of thh three girls....wad thh ...
i shld rite my real feeling here,
seriously..i onli can give advice but ish all up to u...
i dun believe u can like 3 girls at thh same time...
every ppl heart have onli one they like..
so sorry to say tat my impression of guys are so bad
as last time there was an incident ...make miie sian diao.
so somehow i feel ish flirt..
if u remember last time i say u flirt den u say are rumours
and say maybe last time u are but u now changed ...so u ask miie
not to make things drift apart...
so i thought was logical so i judge myself...
i was wrong,...disappointed when u ask miie this question.
but afterall i onli can say...
choose thhe girl tat u feel more happy with.
tats all...
THINKING til 2 plus ...

HAISSSS

wed

2009-07-22T11:07:00.000+03:00

todae ish wednessdae !!

morning woke up bath and going to tie hair....
den thh wind blow heavy rain......
everything drop....**BOOM
thh curtain keep flying....
super scared....den haven tie hair so panic...

finally tie finish ....anyhow tie le..
rush to sch...call binghong cause i super scared....got wooo...thanks to qistina,
she yesterdae tell miie ghosttt ...cant
even sleep well...
okay reach sch wennt to class...
den chatchat...no sun !!! haha
6 minutes only...

haha favourite lesson PE !!
todae so muacks lah plae badminton ...
qis so funny....
in thh end ,end up i and miao against mr chan...he ah...okay la love to use backhand but always FAILED haha.
den later mr chan no energy le...
green apple take over he haha laugh until so cunning !!!

maths teacher got change he duper good...i must say ish THUMB UPP!!!
blahblahblah....homeee time
haha msg monster make him jealous...
i can go home...

wennt home started to blogg while messaging....
wah pekchek my blog cant post nicely....cant put colours,cant put picture !!!
i guess nid to do new blog....damm angry...how i wish i can be back again....

But..well it somehow like life...
once hurt ,no matter what it is,
it will nvr be back...even if u paste it back...thh scar will still be there....

CHEER UP to myselff...but still
hais...

anyway todae ish first dae of
LAO group;

LAO liu
LAO wang
LAO lin
LAO lin2(cox got 2 haha)
LAO zhang
LAO zhuang
LAO cheng
LAO wu
tadaaa lao family ish form !!!

oh ya ,tangtang ish his new name!!

okay lah tats abt all...
bid goodbye ish thh best ending?

racial harmony dae..

2009-07-21T10:47:00.000+03:00

wennt sch
go up class ;
wah no ppl....so scared to go in myself but no choice.....got love de power so i dare haha jk.
saw many pretty girls and handsome guy well dressed in their racial harmony clothes....
i shld say niresha and kristi wow nice..
niresha dammn cute lah !!
ps forget to take her pic too excited ...
anyway reach home ....haha so fast i reach home...no la ish shorten it...
oh ya zh fever...7daes mc happy like hell de loh...
haha nvm fluflu ish coming to find miie soon....

niteee
di got tuition....i spy him...
so funny he very lazy dun wan listen keep dropping his pencil....
purposely de bah !!
see girls he nvr like tat haha fact okayy....all guys are like tat;
and tat stupid monster say wan accomapnyy miie dee....
he sleep again haha....pig !!!

monster sleeping in progress SHhhh...
tadaa

Monster

2009-07-17T10:16:00.000+03:00

postpost....
todae monster stomach pain....
he got baby? haha
todae take 100 paper cane and fold fold fold !!!

swensen

2009-07-17T09:47:00.000+03:00

wennt to swensens todae....
superduper happy
kinda relax..
wennt there eat ....
there chatting
picture will post next time....com wennt insanee

he wanted to make decision

2009-07-14T11:38:00.000+03:00

todae keep doing crane i going to do until
60 le ;
hope those crane could help needy ppl
WELL DONE//
but well hais todae POA TEST,
i cant balance it :dammn it
so pekchek myself...
this few dae kinda sad but but but...
i will remember not to show out ...
tadaa lets sing happy song
happy happy zhen happy
wo men yi qi sing happy ge.....lalala

stil not happy,hais forget it;i also found out sth todae
am so heartless towards bgr sia....
but i promised if tat incident happened again,
i wont look back anymoree...

todae....

2009-07-13T20:09:00.000+03:00

todae....got scolded cause i sleep in class.
ish like i finally first time sleep...
so sleepyy
imagine everydae very late sleep;reason behind it.
nvm.i deserve it de .

came back sch and wennt out with mummy
she wann go buy thingy at np....
i treat her eat ;tadaa thumbs up !!
walkwalk and seesee...
saw jerry and roydan;hee hee
they nvr see until ;
walk from np to cp...den i saw jiayi
i wan go BOO her de but konnie say i behind so sad.
wennt toilet den saw addy and weixuan they plaeing
badminton;so HARDWORKING//goodjob.
later fo fetch my di...
den addy and weixuan seems like take turn cal miie,
+++++++ssw den i pick up i say who are u haha;
den later pass to twm den i say who are u i very sleepyy;
i keep switch line loh;ke lian de..
den di came out le ....under my block he BULLY miie....
weixuan can be my witness although he nvr see...
sense or hearing !!!

nite
tat piggy say wan accompany miie message until
2 pluss there he goes...sleeping ...
so i spam him den later he suddenly reply haha
i shock sia...i guess ppl sleepwalk he sleepmessage...
i tink he go sleep again;
oh ya i receive a msg from
ssc...whoops ish ssw lah haha
ish damn cute de msg tat goes;
Who say ENGLISH is easy?
dont believe ?then fill thh blank with either
yes or no...
"oh_____,I am a pig."

see ?

so cute de msg...
anway if you notice i have been crappin for
so longg finally my post ish longgggg le yeah !!

one last thing before i end;

todae i got drink yakult;
heehee ~~

idiot//

2009-07-11T19:53:00.001+03:00

i hate myself todae....
seriously i really feel bad for saying him and shooting him....
but i really hope from wad i say he can changed for a better .....
am realli tired to telling this friend....
sometimes realli wonder wad i say realli bad.....
but he shoot miie with one thing....
AM I PERFECT;he asked miie....

everything flew back again....
i have use my tears to forget everything but...
this sentence realli shoot a nice one to miie.
i told him am not perfect which i admit....
ish because i find myslef not perfect tat y i
nvr attached because i scared i might hurt
other ,i once knew a guy ,
very nice but....i dun have best friend too because am not perfect...
am not perfect ,am not perfect.....
i will remember....
but i realli tried my best to make my friends around
miie to smile....
realli tinking ....i shoot u ....am also no better den u...
so i told him do wadever he like ....
i jux hope he will be a better friend.

am no better too;not perfect.

second dae of sch closure

2009-07-09T10:22:00.000+03:00

Is second dae of school closure.
things are jux so complicated;
tat i jux cant do things well.........

todae learn two new word from binghong,
beaklunch and lunchner...haha so cute rite thh word.
breakfast+lunch=breaklunch and lunch +dinner=lunchner.
den now i ask him he invent new de call supdinner,
supper+dinner = supdinner
kawaiii de....

todae tinking or making class blogg....
but still doing in PROGRESS !!
i hopw class blog wll have more pictures !!!

wondering

2009-07-08T17:31:00.000+03:00

will be posting previous post next time.sorry.
had some unhappy things happen recently...so no mood.
but i promised to laugh and smile when i see u all.

sch closure todae,so confused....
i rather go sch ....zZz.....
many things bothering miie,have to keep to
myself....

oh ya todae got sth i feel am so retard...
i draw a pig on msn and send to "p_ _ _ _ _ _ _"
i act as a guy and talk to him den he reaction
say i gay....funny la him.
okay la quite idiot.....

pingu hubby break with miie

2009-06-27T17:12:00.000+03:00

well,broken up with my beloved pingu.

so saddd;

perhaps it meant alot to miie.

well he got pull by someone...a baka guy.

''you shld know hor...''

den now cant put back le....

but i still love my beloved pingu !!!! ONE year plus+ de feeling.

PINGU is cuteee!

my bdae

2009-06-09T06:39:00.000+03:00

it strike 12 ,

ding dong ding dong;08 JUNE starts now...

happi bdae to myself ,

happi.. bdaeee to brenda...

happy bdae to myself !!!

yeahyeah i 15 le ;i grow up le

okay somehow retard .

start from wishes i got .

random;according to my phone.MIXED up le.

zihao

ruqing

karkian

tiffany

yilin

dingfu

liangfook

binghong

stella

mingxuan

mummi

saywan

geok teng

chinwee

thomas

yongen

jaslyn

and not to forget SHUYING she got msg miie

early and on thh same dae !!!

and some i forget le haha

call i tink only mingxuan he damm cute.

we are chatting den msg keep flooding,

den i say of course la my bdae ma den he

blurblur de say oh ya happy bdae;so cute de.

thhe morning wow tired,went for CCA .

chat with lolipop(tiff tiff),

eyes was red and no doubt i cried.

was so unhappy to hear those news

about him.

but i wipe off and started to plae badminton

as a sort of venting sadness.

PHIEW ...aft tat wennt to meet xia0mingxuan.

never see him before abit ps ....

he pass miie present .

CUTE >>>

den i tink jerry ,zihao and roydan see until bah...
i guess they tink my boyfriend...
den he accompany miie walk homee haha
den wan reach lift den see opposite i saw .....
yilin,ruqing,xinlei,renkai,and teddy bear.
yilin pass miie present yeah ish .....

aft tat wennt home and bath xiangxiang den go find xia0mingxuan and jireh.

in fact i went there to eat haha .
later eating den i go find xia0mingxuan den chat haha i even took his pic haha;

after tat wennt homee....
and well let miie post all thhe present...
Early bdae present by wenjing
CUTE >>>

and thhe rest should be belated de bah...
see>>BY JASLYN
By QISTINA
BY DINGFU
By BINGHONG
BY JOSHIN(cousin)

well i realli did enjoy this veryhappy moment.
with present,friens and also very surprised by xia0mingxuan but
at thh same time realli sad to know thh facts.....
anyway thanks to u all ladies and gentlemen for accompany miie
on this dae...
and last forget to mention face to face wishes :
first phongpeng,
den random ish yapyee
natalie
stella.
and thanks to stella bdae huggie for miie !!
thanks everyone and muacksss!!

reflection

2009-06-07T10:54:00.000+03:00

It had been a hard time,
handling everything,trying to make it
P-E-R-F-E-C-T !

1 June 2009
well M.I.A for 6daes
actually i went to my grandmother house,
as she was sick and of course her house wad very far.
took plane to penang.
reach le den went to my cousin hse.
life was bored there,dont even know anyone.
has to stay there for long..
and my grandmother was brought here too.

2 June 2009
nth much jux tat need to takecare of those...
KIDSSSSSSSS oh dear....
it had been a hard time.
and moreover ish alot kids and they obviously are
plaeful and naughty.

3 June 2009
sth happen which make miie very pekcek but
dun wish to post here.
but jux a very bad mood dae.
and sad to say my grandmother felt very pain.
and went to hospital.
but was brought home later as it make no difference
at there.
and not to forget happi bdae to liangfook.

4 June 2009
my uncle open a house warming party ba..
he invited alot ppl too and sad to say
i have to help too...
but nvm. wad fun as i have to make laksa
as in help them with thh soup.
dden next give drinks...
and almost ended ,
i wennt to tat satay boii,he had a hard time bbq it,
so i took drink and some food for him...
but my counsin sound as like i was flirting him.
lol ish lame as tat boy he also had a hard time doing so
i jux get him sth to eat. THATS all..

5 June 2009
send my grandmother back to her hometown.
as we have to go back tomorrow..
could see she was quite sad but nothing we can realli do.

6 June 2009
went home .
took plane..
and
HOME SWEET HOME!!

Overall i onli love thh time
i spend with my grandmother and
of cox thh plaegraound there.
and hope she recover soon..

and of cox thh sweetest thing ish
i get back to sg and well wenjing msg miie.
she ask where am i....
i reach home le she say,she want come my hse.
i thought wad i do wrong at first cox like she
diedie wan come.
in thhe end she came with a present haha
thanks to her !!

sports and are carnivals

2009-05-29T10:19:00.000+03:00

oh ya ,todae so call sport dae.
went sch den teach sec 2 students,
on CRYSTAL growing.
i take both group also boii...
i onli remember 3 naame;first group ish
shawn and elton.2nd ish addy and dunno wad name.
den later kristy suddenly poop out and say we can join floorbal
competition.so delighted..
den zihao came to support...-thanks
anyway we won.
Manage to won because of
mummydevil(geokteng),yapyee,
kristy and myself(demon).
we got first.
and i hope daddy(evil)
in heaven would be happy.(fake de)

gotten report book.
so badly done.
so onli got 3 in class and
3rd in level.hais....

anyway got home and ask mummyy
can go out to mac and eat wif frien...she allowed..
yeah..i realli love going out wif friens and
of cox plae.
so wennt to eat with them .
i thh last to finish and cox they going le,
so i ask them go first as i got a call
to accompany miie.half way before tat
saw roydan and zihao...lol hor.
nvm den later friens go le .
den got 3 malay guy came in also yss de.
den sit together den later i go first le.
going home...
saw soonweng,karkian,weiming and desmond.
tat soonweng,kk and weiming keep making my hair messy.
but soonweng ask miie wan go plae badminton.
den finally reach home.

nite
bring di ah to his wushu lesson.
saw weizhi and friens again.
den saw zihao and roydan,at mac.
den tat dingfu cal miie,i dun wan den ask
weizhi pick up.
den they both like wanna fight.
i scared.
hais...den some frien say tat .......not good .
so saddd...
SO
CONFUSED><''

MISS DU leaving

2009-05-28T10:52:00.000+03:00

will miss ,MISS DU .
she leaving todae.
so sadd.
POA dieing soon le.

and todae get IC
means i grow up le..
yeah but

I WILL MISS ,MISS DU YILING.

thanks mummyy

2009-05-22T10:16:00.000+03:00

well well todae happy cause mummyyy
bought miie a new phone .
happy cause change plann le....
thanks mummyyy.

btw jux know zihao..recently,
er i tink he ish okayy ba..
jux tat my boyfrien more shuaii.
if he see this post i die le .
haha devillllllll miie.

another long period of time

2009-05-15T17:14:00.000+03:00

hiiehiie back.
things are not in a smooth way
all this round.
exam jux ended too.

6 May 2009

Mathematics Paper 1
den later nid take temperature
after tat Mother Tongue Language Paper 2
after tat went home immediately to study for my
next paper combined humanities paper 2(geo)

7 May 2009

having tat combined humanities (geo) exam.
temperature taking exam den
Mother Tongue Paper 1

11 May 2009

wow i got a present ....
from weizhi...haha xpp
ish another ee ee friend.
i give it a name called moo moo.
Moomoo is it name.
first step into my hse on 11 May 2009
haha

14 May 2009
den blah blah blah paper.....
yeah den last paper is Principles of Accounts 1 and 2.
oh gosh this paper i..i...die le i sure lose to danial.....
i anyhow do ley.
hais.
anyway happi cox end le,sad cox sure
nvr do well this time...
after tat wennt to music room find friends
den later went home tgt bah......
tomorrow no nid go sch.
den i purposely make chunsiang jealous...

took miie so long

2009-04-30T09:41:00.000+03:00

welll well well,
it took miie so long to stand up again.
will i stand steadily....wondering...
okayy lets say sth abt pass few daes.

25 April 2009

it was a saturdae,same rountin,
brought my didi to tuituion at cc.
and well spend my one hour there doing nth.
later den,brought my didi to his swimming
lesson and thh time changed.oh goshhh..
reach there and do nothing,
den tat tat someone sit beside and we
chatted a few words....
nononoon
is a few sentences bah.
den later he went for his lesson too.
and u know wad,
later mostly ppl suddenly get up from thh
swimming pool i was so shocked.
and rush towards my direction,.....
thh water keep splashing on miie !!!
i was like wad happen?
den i turn around and saw........
A LION !!!
but is those fake one as in people wear thh
lion clothes-but not consider clothees.
wow so CUTEEEEE de thingyyyy.......
i was surprised as such thing does not happen much
at any swimming pool.
it was DAMMN CUTEEEE!!!
anyway later aft my didi swimming,
wennt to look for my primary school friend.
i asked him to rush down and play plaeground.
den come down le den chat chat onli....
den he send miie homeee......
cox he going to find tat him....
when my pri sch frien called him i wanted to hear
his voice but hais......
anyway they wennt to chamber.
den at nite my pri sch frien say
he got sth to ask miie den i say ask wad?
lol in the he confess ....
i was like uhh.........!!!!
last time i told my frien abt him ,
den my frien say later he like miie.
i still ans my frien..STEADILY
he WONT like miie,
if like pri sch already will lo.
den i told him i cant accept cox.....
i am not perfect and PHOBIA!!!
den he say no one ish perfect......
but til now he stll wan my ans but i
dunno how to reply le......

28 April 2009

which is a tuesdae.
i msg him at nite......my COURAGE>>>>>
and i was chatting wif pri sch frien den i cal him.
but i heard until throo...throoo...
i hang i scared.
he was doing his ART
abt :BIRD LIFE
and i heard he got stead this year
i was shock....becox.....
i and him got sth happen and....
he have stead ...i was like REALLY?
luckily ish not thruth......
hope everything would be BACKKKK.

29 April 2009

ENGLISH MID_YEAR !!!!

30 April 2009

TODAY!!!
well well dunno wad to do todae.
becox both jing and jas no talk,
as they quarrel yesterdae.
i was center todae dunno who to go with.
so i go anyway also tried to be alone.
mood was rather bad todae....dun feel like talking to
anyone.
so touching ish tat my HUBBY ,
give miie his present.
consist of sweet and chocolates.
i also got share share with my frien.
somehow so touched by my
HUBBY!!!!
aft tat wennt to auditorium to
make our IC !!!
YEAH YEAAH>>>>
I GROW UPP LE
I GOING TO BE ADULT !!!!
I MATURED LE,so dun say i childish.

nite.
tat guy keep following miie.
he tail miie.
he under my block i was like.....
OH MAN.....
how i wish someone save miie.
i duno how to say....
i dun wish to talk to him.
but he keep following miie...so i pekchek HELPPP
i really scared of him sia..
hope someone save miie soon.
mood not good ler den he keep following miie,
i DUN WAN....tat abt all bah
and
and and

regarding him,
i feel tat am so useless.
i cant help anything,
cant even be his listener.
i guess i hurt too many ppl...
wad should i do..
if everything were like thh past
it will be great//

u promised to be a jianjian dandan aii but
all turns out to be a fairytale.

why always when i owned sth and
tat something will disappear.
den i rather....
not owned anything anymore le

i saw him 12 times spect shop. 5.50PM

2009-04-23T09:29:00.000+03:00

wentt to chong pang and buy things.
i walk and walk and went to cc to find him;
hope i could see him.
BUT.......he was not there so i went out of cc.
den i suddenly saw him,he throw sth into bin.
i thought it was my own imaginary of his shadows.
so i wennt forward and look properly.
it was indeed him.
my mind was like really is him?
later he wennt off with his frien.
so of cox tinking and tinking again.

nite,it took miie alot of courage to msg a guy.
so i 12 plus den have thh courage msg him.
i was so delighted when he repli miiie.
but later msg msg and msg till 2 plus.........
and he dun wan repli miie le.
thh last msg he send was a hurting one,
tat make my tears ...
last msg he send is
:DISAPPEAR IN YOUR LIFE IS THE BEST CHOICE.
this realli hurt miie alot.

although i always hope tat i msg u ,u would repli BUT,
sometimes i rather i msg u and u dun repli better
den u repli and later not repli and reply and later
not reply.
Sometimes u are cold and sometimes u are hot to miie.
Sometimes u even ignored miie.
i dunno wad i did.........
why give miie hope and u jux shattered it all.
den 2.50 Pm den sleep.

i always say i give up but...

bye

stupidd library uncle

2009-04-21T11:42:00.000+03:00

todae ah....haix
rain heavily ,and no like bring ella .
den drenched of cox....but
later dry le.
of cox everydae late sleep so i
todae so sleepyyy;ZzZ...orhorh.
den jaslyn go tickle miie den i keep runing.
like 2.4 sia...
den i yesterdae forgot return my bang bang tang her eeyore....
den she todae take mineee....den dun wan return so i go her class
i told her she dun return miie den i shout den she returned hahah....
but later lesson go on le.........

POA lesson must go library.
we went in and tat TOOPID LIBRARY UNCLE say:
your teacher nvr come in so u all go out and wait.(with tat stupid act sound)
make miie dammn piss off....becox got one time teacher ask miie and
devil mummi to ask weather we can go in library den we went in and asked.....
we jux starting to say sth den he say:IS this the way u shld talk to me?dun u
all have to greet miie? (wad e...firstly he not a techer den wan ask call him
UNCLE den he happy ah...)
den aft he say all tat RUBBISH den i dun care him i jux turned and walked off....
dammmn SHUAIII....and bang e library door.....
(i dun expect i would do such a thing but cox MY LIMIT IS UPP)
den later POA cher go in and stand rite in front of him den he
still thought we go in without cher and SAY:HOW CAN U ALL COME IN?
cher is rite infront of him and he ask this question .....PISSS OFF !!!
later went in and i cnt take it ler i scold vulgar sia....
but my frien say tat one not vulgar .......but nvm.

todae i nvr expect myself to do such a thing but................
dun talk abt tat OLD OLD OLD OLD UNCLE !!! SHOO~~laaaaaa

hmmm let miie tink of my beloved guy .....
he so charming !!!
okayy am much better ....

hope someone would make miie happyy.

Broadcasted By: LITTLE BELOVED PINGU !!
Edited By: miie miie miie......lovee him.

celebrate di bdae...

2009-04-20T11:53:00.000+03:00

19 April 2009

early morning wennt to eat at fortunate restaurant....
it was known as a good food restaurant .....but okayy la e trip was tiring.
aft eating went to er.....walkwalk with parent and jerry called but i nvr pick up.
aft all tat....went to swensen to eat icecream;known as earthquake.
i wouldnt say it was delicious but instead i would say it interesting cox
got smoke smoke come out de....
later hais.......sth happen...
aft tat we all went to eat at foodcourt den later
reach home quarrel wif dad abt sth........hais.....
and whenever i quarrel with my parent i will do sth to myself and
tat ish pinch my leg until red red de sometime even got blood.....
(i dunno how i do it but sort of sad and angry make it like tat)
so i pekchek den anyhow msg ppl ......
so sorry to pick on chun siang cox last msg i received ish his.
mood was really dammn bad.
and u know wad todae ,no i shld say
everytime i have to act happy in front of my frien...
somehow tired of doing tat but if am not happy ,
den no one make them laughh........

TODAYYY
well POA lesson cher nvr cum..
den was like doing our own thingyy.
Geo is like er.......soso i used phone .....
i mean i mostly nvr on but i dunno why i on also...
den reply msg and blah blah blah.
wadever lesson den recess.
CDL did thh board game{keep making my group members laugh}
den laugh until stomach pain....i wonder i got so funny mah??
dunnno wad to say but i also dunno how to express wad i wanna say.
i believe u will find someone better oh ya.(u know hu u are ah.)

buaibye.....so unhappy but have to act happy ,
i hope jianjian dandan aii will appear//

oh ya my bang bang tang de eeyore nonono is ee ee with miie.
dun wan gibii back herrrr alalallaa .....
dun forget to mention this post ish done by
thh effort of my little beloved pingu !!

know a frien-swimming pool

2009-04-18T16:50:00.000+03:00

wennt to KFC wif sis and eat of cox.
later on wennt home and get things rdy to go swimming pool.
took 812 there.
weather was dammn hot......
and i was like standing there for longgg.
1 guy so funny,from far keep looking at my direction...
and i also dunno who.
so i dun care,but later he walk behind miie.
i can feel thh shadow.
so he wennt up to miie and asked for my num.
i tel him can 999 he thought omg i dun wan give him le.
in thh end i did give.....
but he say he like miie.........
and he say for thh past 3 weeks he wanna my num but dun dare,abit doubt..haha
he is quite good looking but..........my phobia in relationship was there......
he ask me for stead but i say alot of thingy....
anyway so funny todae when he ask num .....i wan make him ps...
haha.

but my frien ask miie accept........
den i say MY PHOBIA LAAAAAA......
den he say phobia means i next time forever dun wan
boyfrien ah....
den i say dunno......
tadaaaaa............
but am sure he can and will find somone better de ya,
jy oh.

miss him.

2009-04-18T06:06:00.000+03:00

17 April 2009 (23rd speach and prize giving dae)

before that,brought my di to school.
saw jerry ,obviously i ran.
i hide behind thh wall thought he could not see but........
he walk thh other way and can directly see until me.....i must say ish dammn ps .
run here run there really like small kid plaeing.
In thh end he know my block......

meet my friens at bus stop at 3.30.
somehow some are late onli my devil mummi(geok teng was punctual)
waited longg.......
speach dae.
Mr Goh was back to sch to give out prizes .
and blah blah blah .
HOME SWEET HOME//

16 April 2009

P.E some people went for their NAFA.
thh rest we all went to plae .
we played ice and water ,lao ying zhua xiao ji and catching.
i had a fall.
thh fal was really a nice one,as he suddenly flow in my mind.

15 April 2009

assembly,sitted with devil mummi,
she take my lollipop ....and later we plae and hit
until e guy infront ......saw jerry standing outside hall,
like got punish but no la.
wennt to Sree Narayana Mission.
erm some are really......
am sure if u see it, u will feel thh same.
some are tied up,some could not recongised who themselves are.
it was really a meaningful trip.
aft tat went with miao and geok teng ,miao wan buy things.
and is like so close to his hse.
he ish simply too nice.........

happyy tat my POA and GEO score full marks.......
but nevertheless am still waiting for his msg til veri late......
hoping there will be miracles and everything.
THINKING OF HIM//

his bro and father accident.

2009-04-07T21:39:00.000+03:00

i message him thrice but, not a single reply.
thh-worried and everything he can nvr know.

from wad i know he suffered alot,when i heard from my frien
saying tat he might go to
indonesia and is for years my heart seriously feel ouch...........
WHY
WHY
WHY
why he can put down everything and tink of going there?
lucky my frien stop him or else............

i remembered we used to share our thoughts and unhappiness but
now i feel tat u are unhappy and i tried my best wanting to
cheer u up or even hope
u will share with miie yr unhappiness but u choose to keep to yourself.
seriously i am veri worried for u since tat very very dae we.................
I jux hope to be yr listener ,i dun wan anything much ,as long as u happy will do,
but u choose to hide everything from miie.

i really HATE myself.I HATE MYSELF !!!!

when my frien told miie abt u,i did cry but is a silence one.i remembered
everything and everytime we spend with each other,but no matter
wad i tink we seems to cant get back like wad we used to be.

I HATE MYSELF!!!

jianjian dandan ai //

i cried cox of him.

2009-04-03T17:15:00.001+03:00

todae was a sad dae.
i cried cause of thh memories he left for miie.
it was sth i can nvr forget,but .......nothing could be changed anymore.
did i changed or u?

quite sorry to cry infront of alison,i will try my best not to cry infront of them.
i hope everything will go back to thh past ,let everything back.

dingfu

2009-03-28T15:10:00.000+03:00

SAVE THH EARTH dae !!

off light at nite !!!!

ANYWAY let's say abt my afternoon.

such a blahblah saturdae.
as usual bring di to tuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitionnn.
went around walking for one hour.
aft that we went home and gotta rdy to go swimming.
i was in thh mood for swimming todae but have to wait my bro complete
his lesson and swim together.

In the mean while,i notice 3 guy keep looking at me while they are in the pool.
they tried talk to miie but i pretended i heard nth.
den aft my di finishes his lesson i was abt to go changed and swimming.
3 guy came out of thh pool ,keep following behind me .
i dunno wad they up to.
den i jux go get changed.
den later changed finish saw them again,they walking nearer and nearer,
den i faster walk away,den they follow behind miie.
den later i sit down den one of them suddenly ask miie for num.
his name ish ding fu.
jux first dae know him he ask miie for stead somehow weird.
he also got say he saw miie for thh first time den like miie,
den keep wanting miie to accept.

BUT....
i had never forget thh-him.
he was thh one and onlyy one.

but i must say dingfu words are so sweet as in,
he say he dun mind i jux spend a little time with him ,
cox he wan to be with miie.

i told him i will hurt him if i accept,
tat ish wad e him say;i hurt him.
when he say i hurt him,i feel more hurt........do u know,u dun even know.

Everydae without failed,waiting for a message from u,
BUT NEVER A SINGLE ONE !!

todae i cried,because of you.
because thh memories u left for miie-
i wish everything would go back to thh past.
But u long forgotten thh promised u made to miie.

I HOPE IT NVR BE A LAST GOODBYE.

xia0mingxuan

2009-03-17T11:53:00.000+03:00

about 12 plus xia0mingxuan called.
i haven asleep so i pick up.
mood wasnt good if u have read my previous post,
u shld know.
quite sad over tat thingy,but to my surprise,
xia0mingxuan nvr scold miie and argue with miie,
which we always does tat.
but instead,he know i wans't in a good mood,
he tried to cheer miie up.so touched,
he even can dun wan sleep jux to accompany miie.
until 1 plus i tink he tired le so i sked him to sleep,
but he insist i must sleep first.
den later 3 plus he called again but i dun wan ans,
i wan him to sleep mah.
oh ya btw xia0mingxuan is i give him e namee.....
so touched..........anyway really wanna thanks him.

cc 10 times,16 march'09 1.30pm,mondae.

2009-03-17T05:57:00.000+03:00

wennt to cc to play badminton with mummi.
cousin andy tag along .

i saw him too.
my heart really going to jump out.
feeling scared,nervous,happy but ,
dunno wad to do.

i was playing with mummi but my heart is like keep looking,
and listening to his conversation with frien.
most of his frien is gal.
he should be training them bah.
i wonder would i be jealous?
til now i stil could not find an ans.

and i was not concentrating,hence i fall quite many times.
my ley like got bubble de den veriveri pain.

i really feel like crying whenever i tink of him ,
becox he gave miie e laughter and also sadness.

my world is like full of him now.....
but would i changed?
and i know he changed le..............

play basketball;

2009-03-13T05:23:00.000+03:00

after school,went home to have a change and going for my cca
but instead,i went to mac with friends and eat
after that went on to play basketball.
but not long i had to leave as i have my own cca held in school.

well i guess i miss him too much ,
when i heard he is coming i was like so HAPPY !!!!
but the more happy i am the more disappointment i get.
indeed,he did not come.
so sad.....and i did message him but not a single reply.

just right binghong came with his basketball so i took it
and go play.....
i took the ball and hit on the board instead into the hole.
i keep doing that using one hand.
is not angry but just sad and i have been keeping this to myself.
so is ike i vent sadness on the ball.
and as i go on hiting the board,of cause my hand will pain but i never say out.
there it go,rain come but i don't care i continued to play.
the impact really very very big .
of cause am all wet.
imisshim.

cc, 9 times 24 february '09

2009-02-24T19:18:00.000+03:00

i saw HIM ......
but.......i lack the courage to go to him.
as long as he is happy can le.
i wan him to be happy and
hope he ish the
HAPPIEST GUY !!

but seriously from the bottom of my heart,
i realli miss him alot and miss the time
i and him together.
To miie everything is like jux happened,
i can never forget the time we chat,play and
you always make miie smile.............
but...
suddenly we become so stranger,
i dun wan i dun wan
i realli dun wan....
i hope those sad parts are jux a nightmare
i realli wan to be like the time we used to be .....
i dun wish it to be the last goodbye;i dun wan !!!!!!

hais...

mass run'09

2009-02-24T09:26:00.000+03:00

todae is YSS mass run '09 so toopieee .
while waiting for bus ,
met yongen den he cycle there,funni thing is he put on hairband;
blahblahblah den reach there le.
aft all the running den must sit at the seating gallery for the prize presentation and
lucky draw.
haha i won fifth....but is like so lameee de.
anyway aft all tat den ask binghong and chinwee go eat tgt;
den chinwee no wan go den left miie and binghong le.
den we wan go np eat den later went to e foodcourt den saw
cheryl and frien,den later went up go find other place ,den saw alot frien,
so ps they keep asking bh or miie weather we got stead mah ish like.......
OH MAN......we are jux like go to eat tgt onli lo.
go where also ppl saw ;in the end,
wentt back to mac- eat .
den later go under HIM block ,
perhaps i realli wan see him .
aft tat all went seperate ways.